Loving memories of my greatest aunt.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010 / 9:39:00 PM
It's been seven days since my grand aunt's passing. I'm still terribly upset over it.
I'm already missing her so much. I missed picking up her phone calls when she wanted to talk to my mum. Her voice is still very clear in my head. I will definitely miss going to her house. At least once a week, my mum will go over to her house and my aunt will give her bags and bags of fruits and goodies. And sometimes even stuffing money into my mum's hand to give my brothers and I extra pocket money. And when my mum refuse to take them, my aunt will secretly pass it to me quietly. No matter what, she will always try her best to help my family in different ways, whether is it secretly or openly. I still remember, whenever my family and I are leaving her apartment, she will always be outside her door, looking down and waving goodbye to us, making sure we leave the area safely. She was like our guardian angel looking over us. Why must she leave this world so soon? It's so unfair. She was too young, really too young. Her passing was very very unexpected. We've never heard about her having any illness, that was why when I just heard about it, I was in total shock.
During her wake, I only went to look at her twice. It was so heart breaking to see her lying there, not moving. Tears were in my eyes whenever I looked at her. It was even more saddening when I saw my grandmother walking out of that area, using a towel to wipe her tears. Never did she expect her younger sister would pass away so soon. It just breaks my heart to see everyone walking out of that area with red eyes or wiping their tears off.
And especially my mum. I noticed my mum crying whenever she looked at my aunt. Heart ached so much. They were so close to each other. They are always talking on the phone for hours and going for holidays together. And one thing I know for sure is that; my aunt's passing is a huge blow to her. I just hope mum will cheer up soon.
On the last day of the wake, during the last prayers, I cried so much. Tears were just flowing continuously. The fact that she's gone just can't sink into my mind. She doesn't deserve a single bit to pass away so soon.
I really hope that she is doing well in the other world. I just miss her so much...
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