Katrina's Diary.

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2010-06-12T21:51:00.001+08:00

Seriously, I'm gonna hate my father for the rest for my life. Not only that he's a useless piece of shit, he's a bloody inconsiderate bastard.

1. He plays his bloody iPhone for the whole damn day and doesn't do his office work
2. He would purposely choose to use the computer, that is in my room, at night when I want to be alone in my room
3. He will use the fucking computer for damn long. Even when I told him I wanna sleep, he doesn't turn it off after I nagged him to for MANY MANY MANY times.
4. Scolds vulgaries out loud like nobody's business. (This is how I learn all those vulgaries. Since young exposed to such nonsense)
5. Doesn't give my mother RESPECT yet expect me to give him respect. _|_
6. Smokes in the damn ass toilet like as if he's the only one who uses it. Wtf, stink the whole toilet. I wonder if he knows what a balony is.
7. Goes to work only 1 or 2 days a week. Bloody slacker.
8. Everytime bring his friends back home for mahjong session. AND SMOKE IN MY LIVING ROOM. WTF.
9. Every single fucking day will definitely see him playing game on his bloody iPhone. USELESS.
10. He simply suck.

Okay. That sucker is in my room now. And I needa do my dnt. So I shall blast music in my ears and ignore his annoying presence in my room.

Bye people. Better update next time.

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Get,get,gettin' jiggy ^^

2010-06-11T22:49:00.005+08:00

YO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Sorry for the really freaky picture to start this post)

It's been reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy long since my last post! =/ The 2 weeks of torture in school are finally over! My pathetic 1 week holidays are here!

Ok, that just sound so sadist. T.T
After my pathetic 1 week holidays are over, it's back to torture again. But this time, I'm going to be tortured by dnt. Artefact artefact artefact! So much to do, yet so little time! HAVE TO FINISH IT WITHIN A WEEK. WHERE GOT TIME???!?!

Argh.
Oh btw, I'm super pleased with my cardboard model^^

BEFORE

*See in the bg there's a small stack of cardboard? I made TWELVE pieces of the wrong length and I had to redo it all =(!

AFTER!

Can you tell what is ittttttttttttttt? =D

I bet you can't tell what is it. I asked my father and he said it's a hdb flat. -.- Nice guess.
IT'S A BOOK SHELF THAT ROTATES!!!!!

It took me 2 whole days to complete this gorgeous ok!
I went out of glue when it was half done. So I had to go to the nearest bookshop to get another tube.

The glue was totally flat!!

Rahh. Okayy. I'm only done with filing and sanding the wood. Damn ass slow. I'm damn excited to see the whole completed artefact!!! Cause the other parts (other than the shelves and the base) will be in pink! The school finally stock up on their pink acrylic. I was like searching and digging everywhere for it last year but couldn't find it at all.

Oh yes, I badly need a haircut.
My hair has lost it shape. My fringe was badly cut by me previously. Now the overall just look sucky.

ZZZZZZZZ. Alright, I should go to bed now. Nights people!

Stressed, disappointed.

2010-05-31T21:32:00.002+08:00

That's exactly what I feel like doing now.

Today's paper was.... Well. Paper 1 was disastrous, paper 2 was quite easy. I was really speechless when I first saw paper 1's questions. Letter writing- omg, why both questions got nothing much to write one??? Compo- ???? Wtf, so chim for what??!

So, yah. I wrote 3 pages for each section. But I hope I didn't write out of point. The main reason why I wanna bang my head on the wall so badly is because, I fucking leave so many blanks. Because I wanted to just quickly complete my compo and use the dictionary after I'm done with it. BUT, I didn't had enough time to fill in all! *&^%$#@ Seriously feel like shouting and screaming and even wanted to beg the examiner to gimme 1 more minute to fill in the more important parts. What the fuck. Really. & most of the words that I left blank are the main points. Bloody fuck. The feeling of having the paper right in front of you but you can't do anything while waiting for the teacher to collect my paper is super unbearable.

And the letter writing... I know it's kinda long. But I didn't really put in any chim words like my mid years' where I got the highest in class. Haizzzzzzzz, now I just gotta pray hard that I didn't write out of point.

I don't know if the reason that I didn't do well is because I felt really stress or I just didn't put in effort. This morning while we were still at the parade square, I was totally freaking out. I kept reading my notes. After a while, I put it back in my bag. And after a minute, I took it out again. I seriously suck at handling stress/pressure.

Paper 2 was okay. I finished the first section where you just have to write the numbers in 15 minutes. I thought there was still alot of time so I read and did the other two written compre slowly. Until I didn't have enough time. Again -.- Didn't leave any question blank but I wrote very short only. Hopefully I can still get 1 or 2 marks for that.

Went home straight after the paper. Mood still affected by my terribly done paper 1. Think until got really bad headache, so slept for 3 hours. Sigh. Now I'm thinking that, if I get a B4 and below for Chinese, I'm gonna retake it. Because if I get a B4 and below, but still get <15 for my L1R4 for all my subs, I would still be very disappointed with myself for doing badly for Chinese. That's how high expectations I have for myself for Chinese cause it has been my most confident subject. It would be like stabbing a knife in my heart if I've got a bad grade for that.

I can see that everyone is in the 'yay-mt-olevels-is-finally-over' mood. But I'm in the 'what-the-hell-why-must-it-end-so-soon' mood.

Still remember how confident I was last year during the MT 'N' levels. I did both letter writing and compo in time. I even had extra time to check through the paper thoroughly, pack my stuff nicely and look around and see that everyone is still rushing to finish their paper. I was really really confident. It was the same with paper 2. I felt that it was a breeze. Serious! Not being proud or exaggerating. And I got a P2 for that. Really really happy. But this year..... It's just not the same. Sigh ~

RAHHHH, I'M BLABBERING NONSENSE.
MH'S AT CAMP. AHHHHH.

BYEBYEBYE.

Tomorrow's the big day!

2010-05-30T16:32:00.002+08:00

Sincerely wishing every single person who will be taking their O level mother tongue tomorrow good luck! I don't care if you are my enemy or anything, just hope everyone do well tomorrow and get an A1!!!

I'm starting to get seriously nervous for tomorrow. Its the big Os! Dammit, I was worrying so much that I had the worst dream ever last night. I dreamt that I was doing my letter writing. Thought I was doing very well until I remembered that I have to give 建议. But when I looked at the time, there was only 10 more minutes! And I was like totally wtf. I haven't even do my compo! In super desperate mode, I quickly scribbled like less than a page and the time was up.

It was so freaking real!! When I woke up, my mind was like "oh my god, I totally screwed my o level Chinese. How to tell mummy??!?!"

...
Then it suddenly came to my mind that it was only a dream. It was such such such a relieve. Sigh, I hope it's not a bad sign :(((((

And currently I don't know what to study already ._. God, please be with me tomorrow. I really really wanna do well for this paper. If I'm able to get an A1 tomorrow, I promise I will stop slacking and will start studying like nobody's business.

Alright, I shall....
Hmmm. Do chinese ten year series now? :/

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Kan = ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-05-29T01:08:00.003+08:00

AHHHH. FALLING HEADS OVER HEELS FOR KAN FROM F.CUZ (FORCUS).
If you guys don't know which one Kan is, he's the first guy to start singing.

That smile can seriously kill any girl. RAHH!!!

DOB: 09/30/1991
Height: 184cm
Weight: 72kg

WTF. HE'S ONLY 19 YEARS OLD. AHAHAHAHAHA, SO YOUNG, I LIKE ~ HAHAHAHA. I'm mad and crazy.

Love his hair colour. Think it suits him to the T :D

As the band, F.Cuz, is super new, there isn't much infor about them yet. Rwar ~

Starting to get really addicted to 'Jiggy' by F.Cuz, featuring yao yao and 'Gee' by SNSD. Their dance are damn cute. I'm intending to attend K.pop dance classes after the Os. SO EXCITED!!! Trust me, dancing is like a damn foreign thing to me. I'm embarassing myself to even mention about this here... But I don't care. I need to try something new to spice up my life. My life is too boring ~

Yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, tired.

我只要 you&me ^.^

2010-05-27T21:00:00.003+08:00

Happy 3rd Month to me and mhhhh! (L)
You know I love you :D

GSS IS TOMORROW. WTH. Why must I be penniless at this time of the year :'( Kept looking at so many stuff that I wanna buy but I can't. This is soooo sad.

From here onwards, I will be talking about my needs and wants.

First up,
I need new headphones.

This

Or this?

Both are at the same price anyway. Arghhhh, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.

Next,
saw this blogshop selling super cute post-it notes;
http://loveitnbuyingit.blogspot.com/2010/04/stationery.html

GO CHECK IT OUT. CUTE LIKE ANYTHING. OMFFFFFF, NEED TO BUY!!!

Next,

MAC's stippling brush.
NEED IT TO THE MAXIMUM OF THE MAXIMUM. It's selling 11 bucks on a blogshop. I want I want I want.

K, for the time being, I can't really list out what I want.
Yawn, I'm sleepy. *You should know what I'm gonna do next

It just doesn't feel the same anymore.

2010-05-16T23:45:00.001+08:00

Suddenly feel really really disappointed and mad at myself.

Fuck everything. I just wanna cry and cry and cry until all the tears in my eyes are all used up so that I don't have to cry anymore.

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Great weekend.

2010-05-16T15:55:00.001+08:00

Simple love weekends like todayyyy :-)

Wake up,
Breakfast,
Do my nails,
Face mask,
Cutting my fringe again later,
Personal taste,
Computer till late at night,
Tv.

Shiokkk. But tomorrow have to go back to school again:( Chinese Chinese Chinese!

Rwarrrrr ~

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Review on Etude House's BB cream!

2010-05-15T20:32:00.005+08:00

Wazzzzup! Just got home not long (3 hrs + isn't very long!). Went out with mhhhhhhhhh^^
Tried on my Etude House Precious BB cream sample which I got when I stepped into their shop last Thursday.

& I just loveeeeeee it so much!

Sample:

[Credits to teoriadelafelicidad in Flickr]

Pink pink pink. Caught my eyes immediately because its pink. HAHA. When I first tried it, it was super creamy and I squeezed a little too much out. So I had quite an amount of excess left on the back of my hand :( But I totally love the consistency and colour of it! I still have it on my face now because I can't bear to remove it. -.- DON'T START SAYING THAT I'M SO DISGUSTING AND DIRTY FOR NOT REMOVING MY MAKE UP AFTER I'M HOME FOR MORE THAN 3 HOURS OKAY. Sheesh.

HAHA. Anyway, I'm planning to buy the whole tube already. Have to start saving!!!

Precious Mineral BB Cream.

Gonna buy that tube in white. Which is the "Sheer silky skin". That's the one I tried and fell in love with it.

And there's the Precious Mineral BB Compact!

So tempting to try that too.

Sooo, in conclusion, the BB cream has a really good coverage and really does give glow to my face! And I feel that it also has a dewy finish which will look more refreshed :D A must-try!

From etudehouseusa.com;

Precious Mineral BB Cream promotes silky complexion with pearl infused sheer
coverage. Contains adenosine and arbutin for anti-wrinkle and whitening
efficacies. Also contains SPF for UV protection.

(Y)
There's another blog doing a haul for this product.
Check it out; http://ttbeautyblog.blogspot.com/2010/04/review-etude-house-precious-mineral-bb.html

Another product of Etude House that I love;

It's just a stick concealer. Love it. Introduced it to Louise and Kwan Wai. Didn't really asked them if it was good though. But I think it has its pros and cons.

Pros: Good coverage. Doesn't look thick.
Cons: Takes quite a while to blend into skin. Causes skin to feel sticky after few hours.

But nevertheless, it's still a good product!

&& own collection of Etude House stuff! (Not exactly a collection actually...)

Dammit, my legs are in the picture too -.-

There's 5 nail polishes, sleeping mask, 3 free boxes of cotton wool (the other one is in the packet), 2 nail filers, 5 face masks (I bought them, not free door gift), 2 packet of small lotions (not quite sure what are they for :O), super long pen, stick concealer, foundation brush and eyeliner brush.

Not much. But I'll start collecting more :D Have to really start saving up lots of $$$$$$$!

Oh btw, the sleeping mask smells greaaaaaaaaat! Really nice smell.
The only thing I don't like about Etude House is that, their staff will follow you around the shop when you're looking at the cosmetics. And it's kinda disturbing actually.

Oh well.
I'm been blogging for almost 2 hours now. Gonna watch Personal Taste and have my sleeeeeeep. EPISODE 14 IS FINALLY OUT! YAYYYY ^.^

P/S. I'm not trying to act like some professional make up
gurus. It's just that I think the BB cream really deserves to be recommended and
complimented. So yeah. I know its weird to see me posting about make up in my
personal blog / to have make up reviews coming from me! Keep all negative
comments to yourself and I will be happy ~ ^^

2010-05-15T19:04:00.002+08:00

JUN HUI IS DAMN NOISY.
(Everyone must be thinking that Jun Hui is a boy right! ITS A GIRL. HAHAHA.)

She's gonna kill me now.

Heart filled with guilt and pain tonight;

2010-05-15T00:40:00.003+08:00

I shall cry myself to sleep tonight.
Starting to hate myself again.

I'm really tired of waiting...

난 당신이 그리워요 ...

2010-05-14T20:37:00.004+08:00

Outing with Louise, Nick and Kin Sum yesterday!:)

Went to Orchard Ion, Taka, lucky plaza and 313. We were just randomly walking around after Nick got his burberry perfume. Went to 313 and had chocolate fondue at cold rock! First time eating chocolate fondue, but I don't think cold rock's fondue is that nice :/

Bought rings with Louise at f21!

Wanted to buy the 'love' one at first. But since she wanted it first and I was starting to find it overly bling, I got the 'hope'. Hehe, good weapon to punch ppl who offends me. Just punch them in the face, and you see hope!

I think the only things nice were the strawberry and the ice-cream. The rest suck.

Since Nicholas doesn't allow me to post his photo on my blog, I shall post Kin Sum!

Hiii.

K, lame. Tskzzzzzzz, bro not online! Talking to him on msn every night has already become a habit.

Lalala. Btw, I looked super act cute ytd. Omg, no pictures of it.
BYE!

Marjorie!

2010-05-14T18:13:00.007+08:00

Best working buddy! (pls don't mind how terrible I look)

Answer to your qn to your blog: YES YES YES, I'M INTENDING TO GO BACK TO TAKA AFTER THE OS. ARE YOU??! :D

Wazzzup people! Today's post is all about Marjorie! (She was jealous that I posted about Donald and not her. LOL:p)

Didn't really talked to her on my first day of work. Thought she was overly-quiet! But when everyone was walking to the mrt station tgt, I turned back and asked her and Marilyn how to walk to the staff entrance. So, the next day, I met up with her first before going to work and she brought me to the staff entrance. And since my second day of work, we started getting closer! A day later, we ushered at the kids shows together with another 2 staff. I still remembered that we kept laughing on the first day of bagukan and power rangers show! HAHA. Both of us were standing at two opposite sides of the stage and started laughing when the characters came out. Super funny!

Totally missed the times when we will gossip about how weird yellow ranger was, how fat blue ranger was (don't kill me), the weird actions the bagukan characters did and how irritating it was when aunties called us auntie!!!!! Oh yes, and definitely not missing out.... How we would always complain that that jerk doesn't help us at all until you went over to ask him to help.

Last day of work was pretty boring because both of us wasn't appointed to any counter. We had to either do packing/floating, which we both hate. So we went to the locker room to slack and gossip!! (Even though I was suppose to help mh with packing ok! Haha!) Fun timessss :D

And yes, I'm alr planning to go back to taka after the Os. Hopefully can do usher with you again!! The time shift just rock so much. Must tell me if you're going back anot okay!!

Today
School was just a waste of time today. So damn sleepy for the whole day. Didn't even get any paper back. The only result I found out today was Chinese. I've got highest in class for paper 1 letter writing. Happy for a short while until our teacher mentioned that no one passed paper 2. Sigh. Disappointed! I'm so gonna own O level Chinese ok!! Starting from next week, remedial for Chinese is just mad crazy.

We are going to see Chinese, breathe Chinese and smell Chinese everyday for the whole of next 2 weeks. Rwarr.

Currently waiting for Personal Taste ep14 to come out. Why so long!! Just realised that this show has only 16 episodes. So not enough can!!!

Anyway, update on ytd's outing soon.

&& last but not least,
HAPPY 3RD YEAR ANNIVERSARY LOUISE!!!

New skin!

2010-05-12T22:14:00.003+08:00

Personal Taste ~

Seriously, this show just rock so much. I'm so damn addicted to it already! I will definitely buy the VCDs once they are out and re-watch them like mad :D

So yep, new skin! Totally changed the original with a little bit of Katrina's feel into it. Hehehehe:B I sound so act professional. Sheesh. But this time, not as much as my own adobe photoshop edits cause I was lazy to do anything. And it will take alot of time. But its okay, plain is goooood. Though I still miss my twitter and "follow me on twitter" banner ._. I took damn long to make that last year.

K, whatever. Mid years are finally over!! I can now put my focus on O level Chinese. I MUST, NEED & WANT to get a A1 for Chinese because I screwed my mid year Chinese.

Alright, will be out tomorrow because there's no school! Hopefully I will have some pictures to upload here. My blog is full of words. Words = boring.

Kkkkkkkkk, needa watch PT now! :DDDDDDDD

2010-05-11T23:29:00.004+08:00

Yay, so happy happy happy today!!!

God bro came to fetch muai from school with his lao pok nissan car!! Hehehe. Drove to hougang mall for lunch. That idiot never update himself on what new shops there were. Had pizza huttttt. Then he drove me home! :D

Happyyy. I'm so easy contented. But this guy got his licence so long alr, now then got a chance to get a car ride from him. And I had to pester him for damn long lor.

Alrightttt, last paper tmr. Didn't study at all. Lalala.

To DONALD! (Mo He) HAHAHA.
Thanks for that post in your blog! It really does warms the heart to hear that from you. Thanks aloottttt.

Hahahahaha. Now this guy demanded a post for him.
Hi Donald/Jun Wen/Mo He (this guy alot names sia!).
When we were still working at taka, we never talked before at all until Christmas because I was ushering and you were cashiering/delivery/testing. Sooooo, on Christmas, we worked at the same counter but I was morning shift, while you were in the afternoon shift. Taka was really crowded then, but we still played scissors, paper, stone to take turns on who do cashiering or packing. HAHAHA! It was soo funny then, and you actually made that day more enjoyable for me! :D

But uh, you still haven't gimme the diamond ring I want. I STILL REMEMBER OKAY!!! No christmas present! Wahlau!!

Msn conversations with you always made me LOL. You named yourself Mo He because you thought that I like people with the initials "MH". HAHA. So stupid name!!! Next time confirm will call you by that name already! Hopefully, end of year can see you back at taka again! Then can disturb each other during work. :DDDD

Eh, post long enough right! I DEMAND A LONGER POST FROM YOU NOW.
GOGOGO.

:D Love today (L)

P/S To God-bro, my company wasn't 'somewhat' interesting. Its DAMN interesting. HEHEHEHE. (Y)

Personal taste \m/

2010-05-10T19:52:00.001+08:00

Mid years are allllllmost over. 2 more days!! Gonna have chem paper tmr but I'm seriously feeling damn lazy to study.

Anyway, I'm going crazy over the Korean show 'Personal taste'. Lee Min Ho is back with a another great show!! :D

Whyareyousocutewhyareyousocute.

LMH = <3
Don't worry B,
NMH = <3<3<3

Hehehehehe:B

K summarize the midyears.
Chinese- Damn disappointed. Had freaking cramps during the paper. I doubt I will do well for paper 2. :((((((((
English- Tricky.
Maths- Gone case.
DNT- Gone ~~ air con cold like anything during the paper. Can't concentrate well.
Physics- Totally got the sl unit of mass wrong.
Social studies- Woo, everything I studied came out!
Geog- Passable, but probably no high marks.

Alright, good luck to me tmr for chem. I know my mid year results are gonna be damn terrible. But anyway, I'm so going to aim for A1 for O level Chinese because I hate the fact that I screwed my most confident paper.

Btw, this is my lame god bro.

Hehehehehe. Thank you. I'm so honoured to receive this award.

Kk, dinner time.

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Loving memories of my greatest aunt.

2010-04-20T21:39:00.000+08:00

It's been seven days since my grand aunt's passing. I'm still terribly upset over it.

I'm already missing her so much. I missed picking up her phone calls when she wanted to talk to my mum. Her voice is still very clear in my head. I will definitely miss going to her house. At least once a week, my mum will go over to her house and my aunt will give her bags and bags of fruits and goodies. And sometimes even stuffing money into my mum's hand to give my brothers and I extra pocket money. And when my mum refuse to take them, my aunt will secretly pass it to me quietly. No matter what, she will always try her best to help my family in different ways, whether is it secretly or openly. I still remember, whenever my family and I are leaving her apartment, she will always be outside her door, looking down and waving goodbye to us, making sure we leave the area safely. She was like our guardian angel looking over us. Why must she leave this world so soon? It's so unfair. She was too young, really too young. Her passing was very very unexpected. We've never heard about her having any illness, that was why when I just heard about it, I was in total shock.

During her wake, I only went to look at her twice. It was so heart breaking to see her lying there, not moving. Tears were in my eyes whenever I looked at her. It was even more saddening when I saw my grandmother walking out of that area, using a towel to wipe her tears. Never did she expect her younger sister would pass away so soon. It just breaks my heart to see everyone walking out of that area with red eyes or wiping their tears off.

And especially my mum. I noticed my mum crying whenever she looked at my aunt. Heart ached so much. They were so close to each other. They are always talking on the phone for hours and going for holidays together. And one thing I know for sure is that; my aunt's passing is a huge blow to her. I just hope mum will cheer up soon.

On the last day of the wake, during the last prayers, I cried so much. Tears were just flowing continuously. The fact that she's gone just can't sink into my mind. She doesn't deserve a single bit to pass away so soon.

I really hope that she is doing well in the other world. I just miss her so much...

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2010-04-16T00:34:00.001+08:00

Me: huh... Today got test ah. Tsk sian.
Louise: yah loh. Nvm, we copy each other ok!
Me: (lol) okok!
Louise: come nicholas, let's copy!
Me: yah. I pass, you pass. You don't pass, I still pass. LOLOL.

Then he snatch my pencil case and don't want to return it to me! Hahahaha. I laughed so much in MT lesson today. And after doing the paper, I sneaked up behind luo lao shi and peeked at the answers. Changed alittle bit of the answers and stupid Nicholas sabotaged me! >:(

Hahaha. Ok enough.
Yay, I love talking to B today. I was telling him about my 2.4 today. So so so happy! I've got 11 position and got a B!! Eh it's been quite awhile since I last passed my 2.4 okayyyy. Hehe.

Anyway, I've been kinda upset too, lately. When I reached home from my tuition yesterday, the moment I opened the door, I saw my mum in tears and when she told me about the news, I got totally shocked. It was really really very unexpected to hear that my grand aunt passed away. The news couldn't get through me. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. At that moment, I wished that my mum was just playing a prank on me. But it wasn't. It was real. Sigh, I find it so unfair that a nice and loving person like her have to leave this world so soon. It's so unfair. My mum cried her eyes out as she was really closed to my grand aunt. Now, whenever
my mind flashed back to the moment when my mum told me the news with tears in her eyes, I could felt the ache in my heart. I could tell that my mum was still in shock. I wish I could do something to make her cheer up.

Will be attending the wake tomorrow. I can't bear to look at her through that piece of glass. I really can't. :'(

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2010-04-12T16:06:00.000+08:00

Poly orientation starts today! I'm already missing mh so much:( can't meet on wed after tuition cause his orientation will be ending quite late. So probably meeting him this Sunday. That's damn longgggg

I'm so glad I passed my MT prelim!! Only 4 people passed in the class ._. kk, don't wanna start boasting.

I'm hungry. I wanna make some buttered mushrooms. Yumyum.

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2010-04-12T00:24:00.000+08:00

Hey people.

If you guys had read my previous post, you could probably tell that I was in a depression mode. So anyway, I don't wish to bore my whole blog with emo posts.

So yup, homecoming ytd. Seriously boring like anything. This year's one suck the most among the other years. When I was in secondary 1, 2, 3 and 4, it was so much better because the previous batches were still around. But after last year's sec 4 batch graduated, homecoming suck so badly. All the stores were damn boring, nth interesting perhaps except my class's huge slide and 503's burger. Didn't have a chance to really spend all my coupons because there wasn't anything to spend on. It could have been fine if I've only got ONE coupon. Yh bro last min didn't come so I had to spend his coupon as well!! Damn.

Walked rounds and rounds, finding for stuff to spend on. The whole day, I just spend on 4-5 cups of drinks with 3 chicken wings from 503 and my class's hot dogs with cheese. Slacked around with Syam, Hamqah and Louise until mh, Jonathan and Jia Ling came. Walked them around the school but I think I totally bore them cause there was nothing much interesting.

After walking around, mh and Jonathan played soccer tgt with some other lower secs at the field! Lol. They played while I went to 503's stall since my class's stall was already closed.

Pictures will be uploaded soon!

At the end, stuff happened. Mood ruined totally. I'm taking the blame for it all. I was seriously stupid to allow such thing to happened. But mr wong's expression kinda shocked me. I felt that I've let him down and had completely ruined his impression of me. So when he asked the class to help to keep the slide, I went along. He talked to me nicely after that and I apologised.

Mh send me home after dismissal. Went home, bathed, eat and slept at 8 plus. So super sleepy and tired.

Woke up at 8 plus this morning. Realized I've slept for 12 hours!!! Wow.

Met mh at woodlands mrt around 1.30pm! Bought DVDs and lunch and went to his house . Watched one movie and both of us got sleepy so we took a nap and just slack in his room until 8plus. Woooo, damn late! Didn't feel like leaving his house at all:(

Hehehe, I was like a baby :x

Took a cab home and got nagged at when I reached home. Argh.

Okay, I'm still tired although I've laid on mh's bed for almost the whole day. Zzzz

Bye peeeeeople!

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2010-04-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

Just came back from jogging. Had lots of thoughts after running several rounds.

I've finally figured out what is the most painful thing on earth. When there's obviously something bothering you, you still have a put up a smile in front of everyone, pretending everything is alright. It hurts so badly. I told myself not to cry in school for my last year in secondary school. I didn't want to look like I'm someone who couldn't even take a small blow. Somehow, Steven's words stabbed me right into my heart. It hurted so badly that tears started rolling down my cheeks immediately. I realized I'm not strong at all. Every small matter will affect me. No matter how much I told myself not to cry, my eyes just couldn't listen.

I hate myself alot. Really alot. I don't deserve to be treated well at all. I'm just like a walking statue with a board hanging in front of me saying "please hate me". I don't see a need for me to even continue living on earth. No one will be upset over my death at all. No one.

Homecoming's tmr. I was excited about it before. But recently, all the excitement just died down. I'm not looking forward to it anymore. I feel like as if my class, my friends and my family are against me. I'm a unwanted human being. Why did my parents even decide to have their third child back then? They shouldn't have. Their decision only made themselves miserable because all I know to do is make them angry everyday. My 2 elder brothers are good enough. They don't need a terrible daughter like me.

I knew from the start that my attitude sucks. To the extent that no one even bothers to try and correct me.

My brain is also against me. Whenever I really want to pay attention in class, my mind drifts off and starts to entertain thoughts that concerns anything but school.

To sum it all, I'm a spoilt brad. Spoilt and rotten. Full stop.

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Arrogance.

2010-04-06T22:12:00.000+08:00

I just loveeeee giving my father xl replies.

Examples;
Father: why your face so red?
Me: cause not white.

Father: where u going?
Me: (about to step out of house) out.

Me: (just got home, all drenched from the rain)
Father: raining isit?
Me: no la, the sky dripping water.

Father: your boyf call you ah?
Me: no la, my girlf call. I les you dunno?

Kk, so lame.
Sigh, dnt tmr. The feeling of stress is coming again.

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爱你不需要理由 ;

2010-04-06T00:25:00.001+08:00

I miss my boyfriend alotalotalotalotalotalotalot!!!! :(

He fell asleep while waiting for me just now. But called for while after I messaged him thrice and I was so so so happyyyyy! No, I wasn't forcing/threatening him to wake up and call me okay!

I should go get some sleep now. I'm such a pig. I slept 2 hours in the evening just now already yet I'm still sleepy. The weather is just too nice.

Hope the weather is like this every day and night. Super shiok.

Nights world.

One big Hershey's for you!;p

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2010-04-04T14:03:00.000+08:00

I seriously need to go on a big shopping spree. But all my money I earned from working at taka is gone!!! :( I'm such a spendthrift. I'm slowly saving up right now. Need to get 2 new pairs of shoes. But the shoes I always wanted is ALWAYS oos. Irritating.

Oh look, I'm ranting nonsense again. Boooooooooooooooooo. Yay, homecoming's coming! I'm so so glad I manage to sell all of my homecoming day coupons without me forking out my own money to pay for it. I still remember I stupidly paid for all when I was in sec 1 cause my teacher told me that we cannot return the unsold coupons. But actually the school still allowed to return, then. Got tricked by her. @&$*^%# Hate current principal. Ever since she took over, this school suck to the core.

I'm stuck at dnt. Argh. Maths is super confusing. I'm surprisingly interested in chemistry. But I'm still way behind in my studies overall.

Byebye, needa do my hw.
(This is a super random post. Can choose not to read it)

I miss mh:(

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Bad ucler.

2010-04-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hi. I just had a huge ucler on my inner lip and it is getting bigger and bigger day by day. I accidentally bit on it while eating when I was out with mh yesterday. I could taste blood in my mouth. *puke

Now it's like white. I wanna gargle my mouth with salt water but there isn't any salt at home. It feels damn weird to have a big lump on my inner lip. It's like popping out. If I do a act cute pout, it could be seen easily.

And wait.. Why am I complaining here again? Seems like every post of mine is about complaining. Kkk, I should shut up right now.

Anyway, did dnt for today. Tmr will be doing my homework and stuff. I spend the last 2 Sundays at mh's house. But I don't think I will be spending this week's Sunday with him because I have too much homework. Damn it. Only met him once this week cause this silly boy played soccer with his friends instead of having dinner with me after my tuition.

What the crap, I'm still complaining! Grr.

Ok, byebyebyebye. On the phone with mh. Hehehe:B

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2010-03-30T16:47:00.000+08:00

Sooooo damn fucked up. Today my father didn't bring his friends back for mahjong. But my bro brought his gf back. And now they occupying my room. I reached home from school also cannot go back to my room to rest. Now that I wanna study, I can't even take my books out. Wanna do my physics worksheet also cannot cause my reference book is in my room. Because of them, I have to delay doing my homework. To add on, I will get really sleepy later and won't have the mood to do. Wth, my house is always full of visitors.

Wtf. This carry on somemore, I will just ask mh to come over too. And oh yes, remember my previous previous post about my big bro taking the same lift as mh? He told my parents that I went out with a boy and he send me home. Now my parents are nagging at me 24/7. Everyday like some broken record repeating over and over again. It got so damn irritating that I told them to shut up. Grr!

Shit life. Should continue to do my dnt now. I'm like way back behind. Bye bye.

(Freaking construction damn ass noisy. Making the whole floor vibrate also.)

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2010-03-29T21:26:00.001+08:00

Mh's phone spoilt. Now we can only talk at night or some short phone calls in the afternoon. & i miss him cause I can't SMS him the whole day:( we can only talk at night when my parents are asleep. :(((

Rahhh bored!
Faster call!!!!

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Happy first month:)

2010-03-27T19:33:00.000+08:00

Sports day in the morning was a bore. Me and Louise kept trying to escape!! Failed like so damn many times until her mum came. Louise was holding her sister's hand and I was just following behind with Louise's mum leading infront. So we just kept walking straight. LOL, it was damn funny! I kept laughing when we were walking out. & when we finally got out, I was like 'that was easy'. Ahahah! Seriously blind SLs. We walked out right infront of them and they didn't even notice. So anyway, walked straight to her mum's car and drove off :D

Got home, ate bowl noodles cause I was extremely hungry. Called B for awhile, blahblahblah. Bathed and prepared to go out. Dammit, took too long! :/ sorry! =x

Met mh at amk mrt and trained over to vivo city. Longggg trip zz. Reached there, went to GV and bought movie tickets to 'LOL (laughing out loud)' lalala.
"I want 2 lol tickets" Haha!

So while waiting for the movie, walked rounds and rounds in a bookstore cause I couldn't find what I was looking for!!! Grr. Got bored, so we went walking around the mall.

Walk walk walk. And finally was time for our movie. Bought popcorn (salted, definitely salted. Hate sweet)! Movie was zzzz. Abit no link here and there. Ahahaha. Had to leave the movie halfway cause mh had to attend a concert by his school.

While walking to mrt, saw this little girl with her toy dog and she was like dragging it on the floor (with rollers). Somehow blocking our way so I asked B to kick it. Ahaha! Of course he didn't in the end. He's too kind, I'm too evil ~

Lalala. Trained to hougang and bused back home. B wanted to acc me up the lift as well. And when I got out of the lift, my eldest bro was there! :O But luckily he wasn't standing right in front of the lift. If not he would have seen me with mh. The moment he saw me getting out of the lift, he was like 'SEE ME DON'T KNOW HOW TO CALL AH'
Lol! I ignored him then walked towards the stairs and when I turned back, I saw my bro taking the same lift as mh!!!!!!! Omg! Hopefully he doesn't suspect anything, if not I will suffer hell from him.

Anyway, I skipped my last lesson of Korean class today. Reason because;

#1. I don't understand.
#2. I was already late.
#3. There might be a test that I don't know about cause I skipped the previous lesson as well.

...
Okayyyyy, I'm so excited to homecoming this year! Because mh will be coming as well:D yay!

My mother's nagging me to have my dinner now. Tsk irritating. Bye peeps!

(woo, going to B's house again tmr! :B)

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2010-03-27T13:36:00.000+08:00

Happy 1st month to mh and me!:D
Love you ~ :)

Going out to meet him now, bye!

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_|_

2010-03-25T14:31:00.000+08:00

Today, when I was still walking up the stairs to my house, I saw afew pairs of shoes outside. Which means, my cb father brought his fucking friends back to my house for mahjong again. It's the 3rd time this week already. I got so fucking pissed off that I slammed the door when I entered my house. I immediately went into my room and slammed my room door.

I fucking can't even have peace when I get back home from a tiring day at school. Even if I wanna take an afternoon nap, I can still hear the sickening mahjong tiles shuffling. Bloody hell. I swear that the next time I see those shoes outside my house again, I'm definitely going to kick them out. Seriously, I will. I don't care about my cb father losing face in front of his friends. This is not the first time he brought his friends back already. I've tolerated for many many months. Fuck you.

Oh, and the worst thing is, they are bloody hell smoking in my living room. Seriously highly intolerable.

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2010-03-24T17:38:00.001+08:00

My father is such a big ass moron. Everyday bring friends back to our house for mahjong. Bloody fuck, NO NEED TO WORK AH? _|_

Blissful love.

2010-03-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

Lalala. Just got home not long from B's house! :DD

Soooo, at around 11am, went over to amk hub to have my tuition test. I think I will totally flunk it. Did the paper blindly, all anyhow bomb in answers because I wanted to faster meet mh!!!

Finish in about 1 and a half hours. Trained over to admiralty and met mh! Wanted to buy my usual pasta stuff at shop and save but we couldn't find any. So we walked over to ntuc. I was like looking around cause I was afraid I might bump into my auntie ._.

Anw, wanted to buy the pasta sauce that I always buy but turned out that B doesn't eat mushroommmm:( so we had to get a different one.

Got to his house and started cooking. && the spaghetti got chao ta! :O ahahahaha. End up we had to throw away the whole pot and make a new one. And his maid had to help us :x

Okayyy, the sauce was like sour. Eeerk. Still like the usual one I always buy. So after eating our messed up lunch, we watched movies. Watch 1 horror movie and 2 others. Woo, it's the first time I ever laughed at a horror movie. HAHA. It was damn stupid, seriously.

Watched watched watched, then B send me home at about 7+pm:))))

Received Luo lao shi's sms just now and suddenly remembered I got alot of hw not done :O dammit, school tmr. Tsk!!!

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Sentosa!

2010-03-19T13:02:00.010+08:00

"I want everybody, everybody but chu!

I want everybody, everybody but chu!"

hehehe.

This crazy bitch say she misses her arse.

awww:(

LOL.

Anywayyyyyy, had a great time with Louise at Sentosa yesterday! But it was raining laa. First day Univeral Studios open and it rains. -.-

Pictures pictures! :D

We were behaving like some tourist! Keep 'wah'-ing at everything and keep on wanna take pictures at everything (especially her Louise, car also wanna take. HAHAHA)

Casino!

Yala, I know I look very china here. Tsk, shut up.

Woo! Sexy sculpture riiiiight.

See, my photography skills so good la!

Look so nice here lor. I have to sacrifice my camera getting wet okay. It was raining.
I'm so nice ~

Then the rain got heavier. So we just sat at some corner and camwhored alittle.

Okay, maybe alot.

I've got a fat face! :(

(like SOMEBODY. pssst, Louise you know who~)

Smiled a tad too widely.

I know my face looks damn white and pale. idk why either.

Lighting super shiok!

She look damn natural here lor. Idk why she suddenly laugh for what. LOL.

HAHAHA LOUISE!!

Friendship bracelets!! Had them since last year. We totally didn't plan to wear it on that day tgt. See our empathy? :D

Ehhh, I wore jacket because it was cold in vivo before that. And it was still cold in Sentosa when it rained. I know its a stupid thing to wear jacket in Sentosa. I took it off aft that, anyway.

Huge RIGHT! We thought it was real at first. But it was actually an empty container-.-

Even the toilet damn shiok! The toilet door feels like as if its some hotel room door. Sound proof between each cubicle somemore!

At palawan/siloso beach.

Really nice to walk on the soft sand when it was still raining slightly.

Heading back home!

Really tired when just reached home zzzz. Stupidly argued with B over something really stupid. But its over anyway:) Yayyyy, Sunday I will be going to his house! Probably fixing lunch together and watch movies:DDD

Can't wait can't wait!

Byeee!

2010-03-19T00:07:00.001+08:00

Just switched off my computer. Now I'm blogging via my itouch.

I just feel really upset now. I really hate myself for flaring up with B today. Wtf is wrong with me. I regretted doing many things. I want to take back all my words. Tears are in my eyes as I'm typing this. I just feel stress all of a sudden. These days, I had been thinking alot about something. Something that I hope it will never ever come true. Being with MH is the best thing that could happened to me. I really will cherish and treasure him. He is the best guy I've ever met and I really do love him. However, I'm just afraid that things might change after he starts his poly. I've heard many stories about such stuff that's why I'm being paranoid now. I had been hurt really badly by love before. I don't wish to suffer another terrible heartache. If I had to go through this once more, I really don't know how to cope with it. My confidence level is now to the minimium. I wanna talk to someone about this badly but i've got no one to turn to.

I feel like giving up my life. It holds no meaning at all. No one would ever care if I existed.
Bye.

I haven't met mh for almost a week. I miss you:(

Crazy post -.-

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2010-03-18T21:52:00.002+08:00

Just got back from Sentosa not long ago.
I'm dead beat.
zzzz
Supposed to go out with B tmr but cancelled. zzzzz

I'm damn irritated. I don't know if its me that has an attitude problem. Seriously, I just feel really upset now.

Pictures tmr. Byebye.

2010-03-16T17:00:00.002+08:00

Lalala. I'm so bored.
Should I change my blogskin? ShouldIshouldIshouldI????

Argh. Chinese oral SUCK today. Wthhh.

Teacher: What do you think about killer littering and how do you think it can be stopped? (in chinese)
Me: (don't get a shit. didn't understand at all cause chinese too chim) Uhhhh. I think its because people got stress in their life so they are trying to express out their anger. (WTF?!)
Teacher: (writing halfway and stunned when she heard my answer) you do understand the question?
Me: *shakes head*
Teacher: *explains.....*
Me: orhhhh. errrrrrr. I think its because people want to take revenge on their enemies...... (HAHAHA WTH)
Teacher: Then how do you think you can prevent this?
Me: Maybe can ask those neighbours don't put too much..... er.. too much.... pots outside. Then fine those who throws things down.....
Teacher: What if you see such a situation?
Me: uhhhh. I will call the police....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I KNOW VERY STUPID LAH!!!! WTH.
Convo ended in less than 5 mins. Ohmygod. Luckily this is only the prelims. If its Os, I confirm cry like anything.

I'M BOREDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!

Irritating youtubers.

2010-03-15T17:16:00.001+08:00

Fuck. Fucking pissed. Stupid youtubers think it's damn fun to scare the shit out of people that just wanna watch some videos. I was searching for lady gaga's interviews of y'know her recent confession about something. And 2 of the vids I watched has those scary pictures popping out with super high screams.

F, I almost threw my itouch when it came out. _|_

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2010-03-14T21:19:00.009+08:00

Best buds! :)
(Totally love this picture because it looks like we are so famous with many paparazzi trying to take our picture)

So shineeeeeee!
First, met up with Louise, Nicholas, HK and Steven. Went to cineleisure cause Steven wanted to buy a new pair of shoes. But no luck, so didn't buy.

Had yogurt at Frolick! YUMYUMYUM.

Love it.

Camwhored ~

Nicholas in super deep thoughts.

Hmmmmm......

HAHAHA.

After that, went to play pool. I mean the rest played. I rotted there.

Steven's new way of saying 'fuck you!'

:DD

Otw to meet B:)

Met B and Arwis at woodlands MRT. Had dinner at Mac. All 3 of them drink while I'm the only one eating-.- wth.

While walking to RP.

At RP!

Shirley, Louise, Polien and Abigail:)

With Syam!

Louise!

Blurrrrrrrrr.

Qaqa!

Louise with Franklin.

Me: Wah, I look taller than you sia!

Franklin: WHAT? TAKE AGAIN TAKE AGAIN.

HAHAHA.

Yu Xiang! :D

Can you see 2 idiot faces behind?

LOLOL.

Hey bitch.

HAHA.

Budddddddies! Very long since we took a picture tgt again!

(no picture w/ MH cause he don't want take with me and the picture turn out looking very awkward:( )

Alright, it took me damn long to upload it here. Its all in FB alr. I'm so kind to upload it here too. Appreciate it okay.

Hehehe. MT prelims tmr! :(

WHO ARE YOU?

2010-03-14T00:08:00.000+08:00

I just read someone's blog and got totally pissed off. Seriously, if I've got the chance to voice out everything, I will definitely spill out all my disagreements at your face. And really everything.

Fuck, you've changed alot. Bloody hell. I don't know who are you at all.

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Shine.

2010-03-12T16:42:00.000+08:00

Yoyoyo what's up peeeeeople!

I'm currently at cineleisure with Louise, Nicholas, HK and Steven. They are playing pool while I'm rotting at one corner Zzz. Heard that BC and the other guys will be coming soon.

Damn, I'm bored. Will be leaving at approximately 20 mins to meet B:) yayy. Will be having dinner with MH, Arwis and Louise later. I'm damn looking forward to everything today. Happy happy^^

Alright, I shall go back and play my games. See you guys later!! :D

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2010-03-10T22:18:00.002+08:00

What I am doing now:

#1. Waiting for B's message.
#2. Waiting for my movie DL to be completed so that I can put in my itouch.
#3. Rotting away.
#4. Great, now the video can't be sync to my itouch.
#5. Wondering wth the construction workers are going to do to the field below my flat. Because it somewhat looks like they are building a swimming pool, which is highly impossible.

Okayyyyyy, I'm so so bored now.

The March holidays are coming! Woo, finally! Superteen workshop is crazy. Whole day in school listening to crap for 3 days straight. I doubt I will be able to survive if I go. So, I'm probably skipping it. More time for B, friends and studies anyway.

I met MH again ytd:)! After school, went over to his house. Watched 'Toothfairy' and 'Where got ghost' on his sis's laptop. Toothfairy was funny but Where got ghost abit stupid!! Watched until it was about 6++ and it was raining heavily. So B walked me over to the taxi stand at the mrt station and took a cab home:D

Lalala. Sooo excited to Shine! I've been waiting for this day for damnnnn long ~

&& HOMECOMING DAY TICKETS ON SALE!! DESPERATELY NEED TO SELL THEM OFF! PLEASE PLEASE CONTACT ME!

Don't wanna say goodbye.

2010-03-08T21:30:00.001+08:00

Idiot bro ask me to go online yet he's gaming away.

Anyway, I cut my hair today after school! And I looked like a china girl:( so damn irritating when my father keeps calling me china girl. My hair length is still the same when I let down but when I tied up it looks damn short. :((( ttm!!! Kept whining about my pony tail after my haircut. I'm so so sad. I don't wanna cut my hair again. Grrr.

But on the brighter side, it's less dry! (btw, that guy who cut me and Louise's hair is such a perv!!)

B's out playing soccer again, never message meeeeee:(

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I have the lazy bug.

2010-03-07T14:01:00.000+08:00

I'm crazy. I have chem test tmr and ss test on Tuesday yet I'm still using my itouch to surf the net and blasting music in my ears.

Oh my goodness, I'm seriously mad. K, I'm going to off my itouch and start doing my hw and revision.

:O!!!! It's already 2pm!!! Shit.

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我很幸运能夠遇見你,認識你,喜歡你,爱上你(:

2010-03-06T22:32:00.006+08:00

當你終於走到我的面前
完整所有的畫面
就算苦辣酸甜嘗過一遍
只剩喜悅 ♥

Changed my blog backgroundddd. Find the previous one very irritating.
Just did my acelearning homework. P-hewww, I thought it was going to be damn tough but it was actually quite easy. Got 100% for both quizzes!!

So yepp. I finally met up with Min Hao ytd :)))))))))))))))))))))) It's been like 2 weeks since we last met. Watched Dear John at cineleisure. Went home about 8++pm. This is like a damn brief summary because I know that B's friends reads my blog and I will be damn ps if they mention about this to me if we meet again. :X

Shine's coming up! So so so so excited because B is going too!! Yaaay.

Okay, nights. I wanna sleep.

Don't wanna care a second more.

2010-03-03T20:53:00.001+08:00

Alot of people knows that I've always hated smokers. I know my father himself smokes, and I really hate him for that. I hate him alot. My mother, brothers and I always had the same thought that only stupid people smokes. And no matter what, I won't stop thinking that way.

That was already making me upset enough. But my friends had to add on to my disappointment. Reason why I hate smokers? Because they are just stupidly killing themselves slowly, thinking that they looked damn cool with the cigarette in between their fingers. If you wanna kill yourself, might as well just jump down the building. You will die faster. Save time, save resources, save money. And really seriously saving money. Cause once you have lung cancer, your hard earned money will be 'donated' to the hospital in order to keep yourself alive. Rather than using your money to do something more meaningful, you just let it fly off in smoke. Stupid enough? Is looking cool that worth for you to kill yourself? Think about it.

Anyway, i've given up. Because I know that no matter how much I say, it will just fall on deaf ears. So, you go on and smoke all you want. I'm tired of convincing you to stop smoking. Eh no wait, you've never seemed to care about a word I said to you. Just go and smoke. Smoke until you die or cry for help, I also don't give a damn. Really. If my words could fall on deaf ears on you, your words can too. Just don't smoke, or even discuss about which cigarette brand is better in front of me. Go far far away. And if you choose to ruin our outing by smoking, I can just easily walk off and go home first. Cause I know you also don't care if I am disappointed.

After this post, I'm not going to care about bloody smokers anymore. Simply F off my life.

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手牽手捱過整個冬天 ♥

2010-03-02T20:26:00.005+08:00

Here's a huge picture of me in case you miss me when I'm unable to use the computer.
HAHA.

只想对你傻傻依赖:)

Alrighttttt, its been quite long since a picture and long post.
As quite afew of you guys know that I'm blissfully attached now... So I wanna thank all those who congratulate me/asked me to last long/'liked' my changed of relationship status in fb!! Omg, I think its the first time I received so many blessings. I'm a really happy girl^^

And and, thanks god bro for all the advice!:D
Recently, had been having late night conversations with god bro on my itouch. And sometimes talking to him can really make me laugh to myself. :O

"I'm unique and worthy, no one else will have their skin as thick as mine" LOL.
Okay, I was being damn lame that time. Somewhat copying xms student creed.

Went with Louise the other day to do some shopping. Saw this dress at New Look, thought it looked cute but I heard so many negative comments about this dresssssss :(
But anyway, the skirt is too short and people can easily see my up skirt.

Bought new itouch cover!! Looked for this cover high and low for soooo long. Was only able to find this cover for iphone but not itouch. But I finally found it!

When I saw it at the store, I was like "OMG, I LOVE MYSELF SO MUCH FOR COMING HERE TODAY" HAHAHA, went crazy over an itouch cover ~ Love the pink! But I'm currently looking for blue for this design. Chio-ness.

This was during MT lesson.

Louise: How to write 'yang' ah?
Me: Neh neh neh! LIDDAT!
Louise: ORHHHH OKAY. Then how to write 'jia' ah?
Me: Just draw one house. LOL.

AHAHAHA. And she really drew a house. LOL. Then she continue adding the trees, clouds and birds(requested by yours truly). HAHAHA. I'm always laughing like crazy during MT lesson.

Louise: Eh I watched house bunny again. Very funny lah. You want come my house watch anot?
Me: OMG, why you ask me go your house? (LOL) I scared sia.
Louise: NOT LIKE AS IF I'M GOING TO RAPE YOU.

LOL. Nicholas keep eavesdropping laaaaaaa! HAHA.

After school, went to NYP for some DNT stuff. And during the talk......

I caught Mr Roslee(sp????) sleeping!! Ahahaha! &&&& his laughter is DAMN CUTE. LOL. Me and Jia Hui was sitting there already then Mr Roslee was walking to the seats and laughing (idk why). We straight away burst out laughing because his laughter was reeeeeeeeeeeally damn cute! Hahaha. His laughter like chubby chubby one. I realised that all fat people have very very cute laughter. His nephew also has the same cute laughter. LOL.

Okay, for the next few paragraph or so, I will be complaining about my school.

During my five years in this school, I've always thought that this school is damn biased. Reason? BECAUSE THEY ONLY CARE ABOUT THE EXPRESS STUDENTS. What about the sec 5NAs? Our principal totally forgotten about us. Before our N levels, I've never heard from our principal saying 'good luck' or anything. Its always only about the O level students.

So I thought perhaps when I'm in my O levels year, it will be better. But, nooooo. WE ARE ALWAYS FORGOTTEN.

Examples:
#1. During cny celebration, that used-to-be botak teacher was in the hall calling out classes to check if they are in the hall. And for that whole of 10-15 mins, he didn't even call out sec 5 classes. So means if we are in the hall or not, it doesn't matter?
#2. All graduating classes have air con right? But why is it that always the sec 4 express have their air con on much earlier than us? What's more, sometimes they don't even on the air con for the whole day. And even if they on, it will be like very very late. Like only left 1 hour to our dismissal time. We are already in our firth and final year, yet they still treating us worst then the sec 4 express.
#3. Whenever there are any talks in the hall, I only hear the teachers saying "sec 1-4s......." WHERE ARE THE SEC 5s!!!!

Super duper ttm pissed off. I want to faster grad from this school.
Don't want to talk about it anymore.

I'm so tired..........
Goodnight people.

Together forever.

2010-02-28T13:33:00.000+08:00

I love my boyfriend, alot.
NMH = <3

P/s sorry for the short posts these days! No time to use computer and I'm so desperate to use it but I can't because I will use like there's no tomorrow. So I have to endure!!!

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Bad bad bad.

2010-02-26T22:12:00.000+08:00

Oh my god. I just blog hopped and suddenly I feel that xinmin's future will be much worst than present. What the hell. Maybe I shouldn't worry too much because by next year, I won't be in this school already. Mdm liew will probably go into depression mode after our batch is graduated because I feel that only our batch and maybe the sec 4 express are the more mature batch. The rest..?

No words to describe. Not aiming at anyone in particular. Tsk tsk tsk. So so so disappointed.

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2010-02-21T16:46:00.000+08:00

I'm so so so desperate to use the computer:(
I need to study but I just can't concentrate:(
I miss someone but I can't see him:(
I'm so sleepy but the weather is too hot to sleep:(

So many sad faces but... I still love my life because

I've got you. (:

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Overflowing of Happiness:)

2010-02-19T23:41:00.001+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday, Min Hao!;)
Glad that you enjoyed today's outing & surprise:D

Tired now, goodnight people.

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2010-02-17T23:38:00.002+08:00

This.

Pink.

Cam.

Is.

Super to the max cute!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-17T21:08:00.006+08:00

Blog hopped, and I can see that every one's life is damn exciting. Especially those who just graduated from xms. I envy them so much :(

Anyway, itouch is very addictive!!! Hearttttt my engraving behind! Meaningful? :D

Can be used as mirror man.

Chio purple cover! Intend to buy more of this kind of cover but no where esle seems to sell it except cineleisure >:(

Random pictures!

Ka-te-li-na.
Woo! Love my new chinese name. HAHAHA.

Hadn't been using computer much, so almost everyday using itouch to go online. Hahaha. I love chatting with god bro online! But that idiot always all of a sudden so fierce to me.

Evidence. LOL. If you can't see what is that emotion for the most bottom one, its a :(.
Awwwwwww.

Before cny, went with Louise to do mani pedi at serangoon gardens! Not bad!

Erhem. ABIT show off of itouch ah.
(erhem erhem erhem) HAHAHA.

Strawberry cute right! Had it for both thumbs. Felt quite uncomfortable 2 or 3 days after having them on. I know my base colour is like transparent la!! Its actually very light pink. So light until it looks like I didn't have any nail polish on.

Cny!

With second bro in car:D

Second day of cny.
Sentosa.

Its damn blurry laaaaaa. Alot of people pushing here and there.

Seriously NEED to go to Universal Studios when its officially open! The roller coaster is daaaaaamn huge. Huge until from outside Sentosa still can see. Not exaggerating. And The Lost World inside seems damn cool. Imagine being on the ride and a mummy suddenly appear in front of you. Woo! $65 per entry and $200 for unlimited times a year. Wow, nice pricing >:(

Oh yes. That day when I went to Sentosa, I thought I just stepped into India. NOT BEING RACIST. But seriously I think got about 95% Indians and 5% Chinese only. SERIOUS! NOT AT ALL EXAGGERATING LAH.

Me: Eh Jia Hui, want go universal studios anot?
Jia Hui: (about to answer)
Me: You belanja (spelling provided by god bro, LOL)

His face totally stunned. HAHAHA.

And seriously, I don't think I look like a senior in school. I think even the sec 4 express look much more mature than me. And they are definitely taller than me too. To add on, me & Louise was really blur about our school today.

Me: Art room which level ah?
Louise: I think 5 or 6. Eh wait, got 6 anot ah?
Me: I don't know sia! LOL

Continue to walk up........

Me: Eh got 6! I think got 7 also! Maybe got 8!

Both LOL-ing like shit.

Ahahahahaha ~ School 3 hours only today! Woo. Went to eat pizza hut with Louise, Jia Hui and Hamqah. Those 2 guys are damn cartoon.

Me and Louise each got 1 more leftover pizza that we couldn't finish. So we gave them.

H: Eh, we cut cut half than share
*H cut until damn nice and neat while JH cut until like shit.*
H: EH! You cut mine until like shit! *smash his half of pizza into some weird shape*
JH: Where got! *scoop pizza and tries to put into H's plate but it ended up on the table*
H: OI! *"accidentally" drops his share of pizza onto table as well*

LOL. Seems damn messy and hard to understand here but it was damn funny that time.

Sleeping time ~
Nights all.

(p/s. noticed that I have 3 different itouch covers for all my itouch picture? :D)

Itouchy.

2010-02-10T00:34:00.001+08:00

Yoyoyo! Currently blogging through my itouch. About to fall asleep any moment... No recent updates cause I haven't been using the computer.

And yes, I'm going to the Shine musical! Woooo! Can't wait already! But there's still a month more to go.. Arghhhh.

Dnt tmr! Boring! >:(
Shall sleep now. I'm already lying on my bed. Teehee. Bye!

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幸福很甜 ♥

2010-01-31T14:48:00.003+08:00

second bro: you buy your itouch not heart pain meh?
me: pain lah!
second bro: i buy for my gf, not heart pain.
me: why??
second bro: because love *touches his chest*

big bro: eh eat your veggie!
me: i eat alot already.
big bro: mummy say must eat all finish. eat eat!
me: than you never eat!
big bro: i eat alot already lah! i never see you take the veggies at all
me: cause you're BLIND
big bro: *punches my head*
me: MUMMY!!!
mummy: what?
me: kor punch my head.
big bro: I NEVER!

HAHAHAHAHA. My bros are so cute sometimes (sometimes only).
K, acelearning now ~

I just bought an itouch.

2010-01-30T12:57:00.007+08:00

This is what I call love.

So yep, I bought an itouch online. I'm so not kidding. I know, some people will be thinking "so what? I've got one since like last year", but you people used your parents $$! It a damn big deal to me because I'm using my hard-earned money. I worked from day to night, got pissed off by irritating customers, so I don't think I'm being spendthrift right? I think I should reward myself ^^

(Although I still feel the pain in my heart for spending $300+ on an itouch. *ouch)

I just read Louise's blog.
She say I act cute:(
LOL.

Anyway, went with best buddies yesterday! Its been quite long since all 4 of us went out:):)

Pictures taken in neoprint machine, hence the great lighting!

Steal my hair ._.

In NewLook!

Looked fat!! Shouldn't have zipped my jacket all the way up.
(Noticed all four of us have the same jacket? :D)

Okay. We went to cineleisure for a movie. Watch Avatar because all of them wanted to and there isn't any nice movies except toothfairy, but Rahman had already watched it:(((( I wanna watch toothfairy!!!!!!

Anw, watched it in 3D. By the end of the show, I was damn headache. Felt like throwing up :S Actually it wasn't the movie's fault. Because half way thru the show, I suddenly find it boring. So I kept taking out the 3D glasses and looked around. And I did that like 562873473467 times. Kept yawning throughout the whole show. But the rest find the THREE hours movie nice.

After the movie, it was already 8pm. All of us were tired, so we walked around 313 for awhile and headed home. Bought new school shoes and sheer hearts tights from newlook! Mad chio shoes:D

Alright, needa do acelearning homework. Deadline today!
Later got Korean class again (starting to find it boring alr).
Collecting my bag and wallet from Taiwan spree tmr!
+++++ ITOUCH COMING TO MY HOUSE ON MONDAY!!!!

2010-01-27T20:16:00.006+08:00

SERIOUSLY, SHOULD I BUY AN ITOUCH?????????

Raaaaaaaaah (syam, dont think about bad romance)!!! So damn hard to make this decision. Its like $308 + free delivery + free engraving. However, the engraving cannot put: heart shape, Korean words, ect. But really siaaaaaaaaaa, I still think its a waste of money._. Perhaps after cny after I get angbao $$? Oh my goodnesssssss. Head pain already. And Louise is also pestering me to buy. Oh m gee X 10000000000000

Anyway, my Taiwan spree items have arrived! Ordered them like since last year when I was still working. And I'm keeping them for cny. I already feel like wearing them now.

Only the jumper is from the Taiwan spree. The top was a gift for Christmas.

I ordered black actually! But it was oos, so I got blue instead :/

Super thick hoodie. Do you know that inside the hood is actually made of wool??? Its damn thick la. But I super love the baby pink colour. It was like love at first sight when I saw the pink one in the spree website.

And after that I bought another top from cotton on. Somehow I think I look like super mario. LOL. With the pocket on the shirt + the jumper, it really looks like how super mario dress.

Okay, perhaps not exactly the same... But somewhat similar, no????

k, lame. I'm so bored. I just got a job.

From Jagdave! Lol! I needa collect class tee $$. 16 bucks everybody! :D

Oh yes, bag & wallet from another Taiwan spree has also arrived! Collecting on Sunday. Woo

2010-01-22T17:29:00.003+08:00

mustpassOs.mustpassOs.mustpassOs.mustpassOs.mustpassOs.mustpassOs.mustpassOs.

No, wait. Must change to:

mustpassOswithflyingcolours.mustpassOswithflyingcolours.mustpassOswithflyingcolours.
mustpassOswithflyingcolours.mustpassOswithflyingcolours.mustpassOswithflyingcolours.
mustpassOswithflyingcolours.mustpassOswithflyingcolours.mustpassOswithflyingcolours.
mustpassOswithflyingcolours.mustpassOswithflyingcolours.mustpassOswithflyingcolours.
mustpassOswithflyingcolours.mustpassOswithflyingcolours.mustpassOswithflyingcolours.
mustpassOswithflyingcolours.mustpassOswithflyingcolours.mustpassOswithflyingcolours.
mustpassOswithflyingcolours.mustpassOswithflyingcolours.mustpassOswithflyingcolours.

Xinmin's 5NA'2010 will definitely change history.

忽然发现早已忘记对这世界该有什么感觉 ;

2010-01-22T13:27:00.008+08:00

Kinda upset over some stuff these days.

Alright, brush aside all those unhappy issues...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAHMAN!

So, we celebrated Rahman's 17th in class!

Fruit cake!

Birthday boy!

LOL at this picture!

Jag looks like he wanna eat Rahman ._.

Emo-ed..............

A-ha!

"Don't take my picture"

Looks like he's falling asleep. HAHA.

Cake on his face!

'Beautifully' cut-ed cake.

& Finally, the video when we sang the happy birthday song!

Super hilarious Rahman's 'first' reaction. LOL.

I will try to do something to my playlist so that it can stopped and you guys can watch the vid.

你不在为我等待
我不曾为你存在
怎么一切都变坏

无可取代 ;

2010-01-15T21:11:00.002+08:00

OMGGGGGGG, something really funny happened today. HAHAHAHAHA.

After school, Louise and I went to Somerset 313 to check out the levis jeans. But nothing catch our eye because its only those plain and boring type. Blahblahblah. So I shall skip to the funny parts.

When we got down at AMK mrt station, got this ah pek suddenly sneeze until damn loud! We totally got shocked and Louise's reaction was: WAH. LOL. Ok, I say now maybe won't sound that funny. But at that time, it was extremely funny!!!! Laughed until damn tired!

Than after that, we got on the bus. When the bus stopped at the red light, there was this lorry that stopped beside our bus. And there was a group of lion dance boys on the lorry. So me and Louise was just minding our own business and chatting when I suddenly turned to my right and realised that one of the boys was waving at our direction.

Me: *nudge Louise* Eh they waving at you leh.
Louise: Wah. This type just point middle finger can alr. *points middle finger*

LOL!!!!!!
And she totally did that without thinking!! LOL. It was freaking funny! Than that boy's reaction was like :O and starting telling the other boys what Louise did. HAHAHAHAHA. And I was laughing like crazy. Laughed so hard until I cried. Lol!!!!! Extremely funny lah!!!!

Coughcough, erhem. Okay, enough of laughing. Alright, thats all for today. Byeeee!

2010-01-13T21:19:00.002+08:00

Yes yes yes! My headphone has arrived! :D (my order was corrected in the end)

After days and days of dragging the meeting date, I've finally got it in my hands. Chio riggggght? Hahaha ~

And these days, I totally hate holy innocent high students. Bloody hell rude and childish. First, when I was at Harvey Norman printing some photos on Monday and was waiting for the laggy computer, I just got 'diao-ed' at. -_- I wasn't even staring at her or anything. I was bored, so I was turning left and right and looking at everything than when I turned to my left, that girl with that stupid huge bun on her head just rolled her eyes at me. What the hell. School is holy innocent yet I think I'm the most innocent one can. Never do anything also kena rolled eyes at. And to add on, I saw her again today and got diao-ed again! ?!?!?!?! Stupid!

And secondly, when I was q-ing up to buy milkshake at MacDonald's, one stupid girl actually accused me of cutting her queue. Bloody *&^%$#@. I was OBVIOUSLY there first can, xiao meimei! I think she's only sec3 or 2 lah. Act one paikia liddat behind me kbkp. Totally hot man that time. If I'm not in school uni, I alr scold the ass out of that girl. Stupid blind shit.

HATE HOLY INNOCENT HIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Argh. Shall not waste anymore time scolding. Shit, pe tmr. T.T Hate pe class lah!!!!!!!

Oh yeah, forgot post one picture that time.

Tada! My old locker when I was working in Taka.
Lol, k lame.

Maybe I should start linking people up. Tag board? Not sure. Hmmmm.
Need do DNT now.......... BYE!

♥ 因为爱所以我们存在

2010-01-08T22:17:00.008+08:00

Katrina should seriously shut her stupid mouth.

Okaaaaaaaaay. Hmm, I had a hair cut today and I totally loved it! (Perhaps not for the fringe part) Somehow, I think I looked like some china girl-.- I have been hearing comments about me looking like a china girl since last year. Damn it. Do I really look like I'm from china????? >:@

Anyway, I finally get to meet MH again yesterday:D
After school, rushed home, bathed and everything and met Louise at our house bus stop. Trained over to orchard and she did alittle shopping while I just watch. & OMGGGGGGGGGGG, I just realised that I've alr spend $700+++ of my salary. Its so damn unbelievable lah. I thought I didn't spend that much because the size of my wardrobe didn't had much difference ._.

Continue. We went separate ways after we reached ngee ann city. Missed that place! Hahaha ~ Louise went to find her ex colleagues while I went to HR to return my uniform and stuff. And she actually said my uniform still dirty! %$*&@# And my punch card wasn't signed also. So I had to go to level 3 to look for Daniel. Went there, saw Brian, so I asked him where Daniel is and was told that he's in a meeting-_- So I had to sms him, blahblahblah. And in the end, I still need go all the way back to HR because he told me to leave my card there. So damn troublesome, still need go back again next week T.T

After that, went down to delivery counter to find MH. While waiting, I got 'scolded' by Arwis. LOL. Not exactly scolded lah. Soon, he came and we left for our early dinner at lucky plaza. Had dinner at the food court than went back to ngee ann and walk walk. Almost walked separate ways. Lol, both blurred ._. Went to some bookshop, look look see see. After awhile, he had to go back to work, so walked with him back to delivery counter because Louise wasn't ready yet. Stayed there for awhile and left to find Louise.

And yep, totally hate myself that day. -__________-

Okay, some pictures for today to share!

Yay, class pet! HAHAH.

And you must be wondering why the exam is before the test. LOL. Super random.

Woo result release! HAHA.

Still need put credit one lor.

My name is just too nice. LOL. I own self write one okay!

Rahman wasn't there, so Louise wrote his name for him. :D

I wonder who's finger is that.

The artists! Alermak, I'm not in the picture.

Was really bored during recess today, which explains the lame and retarded pictures. Hahahaha ~ Love my hair now, especially when its tied up. Wooooo. Just that, I think I have weird bangs. Still acceptable anyway. Went with Louise to serangoon gardens today for our lunch. Yum yum. Haircut at hair pro. And walked around the neighbourhood pet shops. I wanna rabbit toooooooo!

Ohya, didn't get to see Larry/Kennon/Wati yesterday! :(

Alright, byebye. Very bored.
(Yay, Korean class start tmr! :DDDDDD)

我们已经在彼此心里, 所以很安静:)

2010-01-05T22:23:00.001+08:00

I
Am
So
Damn
Bored

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-04T18:47:00.003+08:00

School was boringgggggggggg ~ Every year they are just talking the same damn thing. I'm hearing it for the firth time today during my years in xms alr. Didn't really see the sec 1s. I'm like the super senior in school now!! Wahahaha:D

So yep, heard lessons are starting tmr ;O This year's form teacher is Mr Wong and Mr Tang. Hmm, both guys. Tsk tsk. After listening to Mr Tang's talk to the class today, I've decided to put in LOTS & LOTS of effort in combine science. Yes, combine science. I wanna get the course I want in poly. So I'm aiming to get 11 points for my 'O's. Wish me luck!!

Alright, so bored. Sooooo sleepy. Can't wait to go back to Taka on Thursday! :D
Oh yes! Korean classes this weekend! :))))))))))))))))))))))

Officially missing you ;

2010-01-03T18:15:00.004+08:00

HELLO DONALD. HAHAHA, I know you are reading this. Don't go and memorize my whole blog post again! HAHA.

Yepppppppp, I went back to Taka yesterday with the intention to return my uniform. But I totally forgotten that HR only opens half day on Saturdays. -.- So I had to walk around with a huge bag. After going to the office, I went down to B2 Taka square to find MH:) Got my jacket than I was wondering where to go because I still have about half an hour before I meet Syamsul.

Walked past delivery counter there and saw Donald and Arwis, so I went over to talked to them for awhile. That guy actually reads my blog and was like reciting my blog post. Arwis even used his HP to go into my blog and they both were reading my blog post aloud. -_- Hahahahaha. After awhile, MH & Jin Xin came because it was their break time. Syamsul messaged me and told me he just left house (!!!!!!!), so I went with MH, Donald, Jun Xin, Kim Yam (sp?? o.o) and two other guys idk to lucky plaza. They had lunch while I stone there ._.

After their meal, Syamsul was reaching alr so MH walked me over to MRT station :D My sense of direction still suck as much as before.

K, whatever :S
Met Syam and walked and shopped. Omg, first time in my entire life I did hardcore shopping for myself. So shiok to just show the card, pressed some pin numbers and tada, you got the item!! Hehehehe. Shopped at Ion, somerset 313 and orchard central. Orchard central is hell boringggggggg. Totally nothing to shop.

About 06.30, went back to Taka to find MH:) Waited for him outside Ngee Ann City main entrance. And took MRT with Donald as well. Than erm, someone sent me home (:

Some pictures from our tennis game that day!

Both down alr. Tsk tsk tsk! Hahaha.

Yep, I wore slippers to play tennis ._.

Weird posture with the ball high up in the sky.

"Bring it on!"

The tennis gang! Muahahaha.

Rahman with his gay pose!

Syam with the ball flying across him!

Muai looking damn enthu at playing tennis!

This was suppose to be Louise's individual photo but I ran across to disturb the photo. HAHAHA.

School tomorrow! T.T Bye computer ~

Saying "I love you" <3

2009-12-31T11:14:00.002+08:00

At Louise's house yesterday. Wooo! My hair looks so long alr! Hahahaha. Play tennis like a crazy woman. Screaming here and there. Walking ALL THE WAY TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE COURT just to get the balls that Syamsul blindly hit until. Me and Louise were getting lazy to get the balls after a while.

Hahaha. And we took some pictures and videos. Hahahah! Extremely funny vids. Can't wait to put in FB and blog!

And yep, today shall be another day that I will rot to death at home-.- Since I'm so bored, I should talk about........ the pros & cons of my Taka job! (going to be damn interesting)

(I shall start with cons first) Cons:
#1. Customers ALWAYS bring items with no price tag. No price tag = I need to go run around the damn place to find another one. -.- And idk why some customers still can show me the black face when I told them I have to get another one. Their face is like telling me "Tsk, don't waste my time lah". >;[ Worst still, sometimes when I told the customer than there is no price tag, they will....

Customer: "Its $19.90!"
Me: "But I also need to scan the price tag"
Customer: "Tsk, its $19.90 lah!"
Me: (About to lose temper) I have to scan the price tag! *left cashier counter to get the item* -.-

#2. Customers that s---l---o---w---l---y walk towards my counter despite the long queue. And I will be staring at them with this expression: -.-

#3. Blinded to price tag when its obviously there.

Customer: How much is this ah? *holds up thomas the train fan*
Me: -.- The price tag is there. *Points to price tag*
Customer: Oh.

-________-

#4. Slow mo movement to get money out of his/her wallet.

Customer: How much ah?
Me: *points to screen*
Customer: *s---l---o---w---l---y takes out note by note.....* (Don't know isit trying to show off how rich he is!) The amount correct?
Me: *Counts money* Short of $2.
Customer: Oh, sorry. *s---l---o---w---l---y takes out $2 note*

#5. *&^%$# rude customers.

Me: Total $100.30 :) *on a especially good mood that day to say out the total amount*
Customer: *shows black face and THROWS credit card on the counter*

Grrrrrrrr.

#6. Standard questions asked everyday.

Example of qns:
- Where is the gift wrapping counter?
- Do you do gift wrapping here?
- Can I take the wrappers from here instead of the gift wrapping counter? *with eyes scanning around the whole cashier area to check if there's any wrapping paper*
- Can I use the vouchers here? (Duh, this is taka what!)
- Got anymore further discount?
- Can I have the nice BLUE bag instead? (Taka's christmas bag is obviously green!)
- Can I have 10 more bags?
- How much is the gift wrapping? (Its free, shit head)

& the most ultimate qn is............... : THIS IS TAKA AH?
LOL!

#7. Customers that accused me.

Customer: I thought I alr asked you to cancel this item?
Me: *looks at receipt and looks at the item that he cancelled just now* *points to receipt* This one is $3.95, the one that you cancelled is $3.90. Its a different item-.-
Customer: Is it? *Checks his bags* Oh ya! Okay.
Me: (no sorrys or thank yous???)

#8. Day dreaming customers in the queue.

Me: Next please!
Customer: *no reaction*
Me: Next please.
Customer: *looks somewhere else*
Me: Next please.. -.-

And my voice will just keep going duller and duller.

#9. Super blur customers in the queue.

Me: NEXT PLEASE!
Customer: *turns and looks at me*
Me: *waiting for customer to walk forward* (30 seconds later...) *Put my arm on the counter than rest my head on my hand while staring at customer*
Customer: OH!

-____________-

#10. Late night shoppers delaying our time to close up counter.

Alright, that's about it ~ And I don't think there's any pros besides being able to joke around with the other staffs during work time. Especially love the love day of work because of something^^ And..... I will be going down to Taka on Saturday instead of Friday because Friday is a public holiday. HR confirm closed T.T

ANDDD, THAT MRS TEO CHEAT MY FEELINGS! CLAIM TO SAY THAT SHE WILL APPROVE MY TRANSFER OF CLASS YET SHE END UP DIDN'T APPROVE. ARGHHHH!!! I REALLY WONDER IF SHE'S TRYING TO MAKE ME HATE MY LAST YEAR IN XINMIN. >:(

2009-12-30T22:48:00.000+08:00

"Thank you, gay person. That was very gay."

LOL!

2009-12-30T13:43:00.003+08:00

Had been watching really hilarious vids on youtube ytd and today. It's really damn funny!!!! Must watch!

"NOBODY WANTS TO EAT SHIT!!!!!!!!!" LOL!
Damn sick. But damn funny!

我们一起在彼此心里所以很安静 ;

2009-12-29T17:48:00.003+08:00

I'm soooooooooo bored.
I'm rotting at home..................

Wooo, tomorrow me, Syamsul and Rahman will be going to Louise's house to play! Play tennis, maybe swimming and banging on her brother's drums. So convenient to go over to her house now that she stays only so near me. Like only 5 mins walk from my house. :D

My house had been really really noisy today because my toilet is under construction. Noisy until I have to use my headphone to listen to music on the computer.

So yepppppp, still very bored. -.- Friday, I will be going back to Taka to return the uniform and stuff + hand in my punch card. And after that, go and meet MH to get my jacket back^^ & probably go shopping for my SUPER LATE Christmas present from Syamsul! I'm gonna choose the most expensive thing ah! Give me so belated Christmas present. -_-

Okay... Rotting.........................

想把小星星　排成愛的圖形 ;

2009-12-28T22:38:00.001+08:00

My heart is screaming in happiness :)

2009-12-28T16:15:00.010+08:00

♥ 我的愛藏在你的　背影裡　
像渺小卻堅定的　恆星

Last day of work at Taka ytd! Took pictures and received many belated Christmas prezzies! If you guys read my twitter, you should know that I was running a fever + flu a day before. But I still insisted on going to work on the last day because I wanna see everybody for the last time:)

Yay, picture with Wati:)!

All the girls from the afternoon shift :D

Marjorie and me! Don't miss me okay, best buddy!
There was once when 2 person in a day asked if we were twins/sisters. Hahaha! Probably because of our hairstyles. ;o

With the morning shift people:)

With Larry!! Hahahaha. The super cute supervisor.
First impression of him as a 'cute' supervisor was when he used the wrong side of the handphone to help someone take picture. Lol! Still very funny when I think back.

I wonder who/what/why this picture is taken. Hahaha!

But anyway, this is the cashier area where I worked in :D

& I left my black jacket under the counter! But everything was teared down today. And I heard it was passed to someone* ._.

2009-12-26T00:50:00.003+08:00

Currently just 50 mins past Christmas!

Yep, worked on Christmas because the pay is double. Which means- $12 per hour. :):) As it is a festive season, Marjorie & I shared money to pay lots of goodies for all of our colleagues. It actually felt great to give out goodies even if that person isn't really close to you. But anyway, I received presents as well! :D

Not gonna boast whatever stuff I received. (hehehe) And I was really nervous until my hands were icy cold when I was about to give *someone his goodie bag. :S

Soooo, Sunday's my last day of work at Taka! Can't say it was fast, can't say it was slow. & to say the truth, this job made me more daring to speak to strangers. ^^ And after Sunday, only one more week and school's reopening. With the new school rule added, which is that hand phones are allowed, I can listen to music and use my new headphone and just walk onto school grounds. Damn shiok.

& cashiering was very fun today. Partly because Donald was like my partner for the counter. We even need to scissors, paper, stone to see who is going to scan the items or pack the items. Really funny because he always lose! Wahahaha.

And oh yessss. While working in taka, I found out a couple of very coincidence stuff.

#1. Marjorie's friend is my primary school friend.
#2. Chek Siong's sister is actually from xms.
#3. Jessica is currently in st nicks, which is my pri sch! (fyi, st nicks is both sec & pri sch)
#4. Lorraine's friend used to be in my primary school 'clique'

Alright, that's all. Tmr (26th) is my off day! Will be going to my uncle's salon to do something to my hair. Lol! You guys will find out next year. :):) & probably going to 313 shopping mall also because the top I just bought from forever 21 earlier, got a hole at the sleeve! Omggg, my effing chio pink checked top got a hole. Heart damn pain. Hopefully they still got size S for that colour because I think I took the last one just now.

Sunday last day at takashimaya alr! Please come visit me can!!!! Will be working afternoon shift with Marjorie (yay!).

2009-12-18T22:49:00.000+08:00

I've got 3 very happy news to announce:

#1. My mama had alr registered Korean classes for me! :D:D:D:D
#2. I PASSED MY N LEVELS!!!!!
#3. I WILL BE IN THE SAME CLASS WITH LOUISE AND SYAM NEXT YEAR!!! (Confirmed by VP!)

:):):):):):):):):):):):):)

Extremely extremely happy that I can finally be in the same class as Louise after like 2 years seperate class and 1 year seperate class with Syam.

But I really don't know why there will always be something that will upset me whenever I'm feeling happy. Fuck man, I hate it so much. And its terribly hard to think of a day at xms w/o Rahman. Our recess wouldn't be as enjoyable as before. I will truely, seriously miss him so damn much. BUT, WE WILL DEFINITELY MEET UP OKAY! Our outings won't be complete without him. (omg, tears in my eyes as I'm typing this) And seriously why him and not that guy sia! ANGRY AT THAT SHIT LAH!!!!!

Grrr. Anyway, there's another thing that made me upset. OMGGGGGGGGG, I ordered that headphone online from a blogshop and that shop owner ordered the WRONG one. And its really not my fault okay. I written my order very clearly in my email yet I wonder how she can see wrongly. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

Fucked up fucked up fucked up.
Working early tmr. Byebye.

1,2,3,4, HI-5! :D

2009-12-14T11:59:00.012+08:00

*heart melts*
This is Tim from Hi-5. I know its rather childish to idolize someone from that band. But he's too cute to resist!!!!

And GUESS WHAT?!

This cute guy actually held my hand up onto the stage! :D :D Omg omg omg.

He was like 'You're coming up' *holds my hand* To add on, during the Hi-5 performance, there was this part where they will go closer to the audience and say "surprise" in one of their songs. And he came to ME !!!!! WOO!!

As yesterday was the last day of the performance, me and Marjorie was crazily taking as much photos as we can!

Totally not in order.

&&& HERE'S THE SOLO PICTURE OF ME AND TIM!!!!!!!!!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

And I should thank Marjorie because she was the one who suggested it to him!

Group photo!

And after the show, I was like high five-ing with them. But only Tim, Stevie and Casey high 5 with me. Lol.

Oh yes yes yes. If you guys read my twitter, I mentioned that I was bursting with happiness right!

Reason: Tim asked me to take a photo with them.

Them = Hi-5 + host

And he actually only asked me to join them in the photo! He didn't asked the other ushers! Only me! LOL! I was smiling to myself for the rest of the day can! Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut, I freaking hate my reaction. I was staring at him and trying to convince myself that he was asking that kid in front of me. But it was obviously not to that kid because that kid was standing more to the left and his eyes were on me. HAHAHA. And I think I made him very paiseh because I didn't shake or nod my head. Oh crap T-T

Anyway, I'm so going to print that photo of me and him out and put on my ez-link card. :D

So, yep, I will be going back to the cashier tomorrow. So. Damn. Boring.

Btw, did you guys check out stomp?

Click here!

[Click to enlarge]

Tsk tsk. Imagine us telling customers to stop doing something and they simply ignore. Its freaking annoying.

I wanna go blog shopping again! BYEEEE !~

2009-12-07T18:29:00.002+08:00

Ordered pink. Did I make the right choice? :x

很安静 ;

2009-12-07T14:07:00.002+08:00

I had been watching hi-5 everyday. -.- Its the same damn thing- being irritated by kiasu parents; getting scolded for nothing; rude parents; BIG HUGE CROWDS. Seriously, I'm starting to hate hi-5 because the very first time I cried at work is because of them. Grrr.

Anyway, I had been planning many many stuff to buy after I get my next pay. I was thinking of buying that new PSP. The one that can slide up. But design not very nice. So still planning. I've just ordered a super cute headphone from online. No reply ~

Yep yep, and I also wanna buy a new shoe for CNY.

$36 including the extra charges. Should I buy?!?!?!?! I've always wanted this. :( Should I should I? I think white looks quite nice. Black and brown seems too common.

OH yes! Tim from hi-5 is damn cute. LOL. I was staring at him from the side. I can't wait to take picture with them! :D Which reminds me, after today, I will be working all the way until Sunday without stopping. Damn tiring........ Than next Monday's off again. From next Tuesday onwards, I will be working at cashier again, with afternoon or morning shifts stuff. T.T I hate it.

As the days goes by, the day to get back our N level results is nearing. Crap, please please please be good news. Its like only 11 more days to it lah. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh.

Never mind. I shall continue to blog shop for more stuff since I alr got my first pay. :D

2009-12-01T18:13:00.002+08:00

My position looks damn weird lah.
LOL.

Thanks to Kwan Wai & Justin, I finally have some nice and slow korean songs. And I totally love listening to them! &&&& I finally have some news about the korean class I wanna attend. It starts on 09/01/10. Which is like next year. Siannnnnnnn, I wanna now!!!! >;(

Working tomorrow again. This time not for the shows. I'm doing packing and floating. Guess no one knows what that means. Lazy explain. So yep, luckily for me, I'm doing morning shift with Marjorie. Wooooooo shiooooook ~ No need go home so late.

Okay, I'm just so bored. What can I do with a computer?

만일 단지…

2009-12-01T12:42:00.004+08:00

CAN ANYBODY INTRO ME SOME NICE, SLOW & SAD KOREAN SONGS?

Please please please. I wanna update my playlist. T.T

Oh yes, mi blog lags of update. I will be working tmr at cashier for one day and back to the shows on Thursday. Remember, got Hi-5 ah! HAHA. So this is the show I had been watching for the past week.

Didn't manage to get a picture when the performance was on because it will look awkward for the Taka staff to just suddenly take out her phone to take photo of the show. -_-

Soooo, PCK came the other day for the pictionary game.

And on my previous off day, I went shopping+mani,pedi with Louise!

Ate at Moju moju. YUMMMMMMM ~

Can see that pink colour thing on my thumb? It cost me $3 each okay! I had them on both thumbs and guess what? Just the next day, both came off and the nail colour was starting to chip off. It was so damn bad the following day that I washed it off and painted my own nail polish from Etude house. What the hell. I thought OPI nail polish was quite good but it couldn't even last for 24 hours. Even Etude house nail polish are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much better that it can at least last for 5 days or more.

And I totally love my nail colour now- sky blue! Woo, shiokie. Looks damn nice. I had enough of those light pink colours that I ALWAYS buy. I'm loving blue so much these days. Oh yes, & I finally bought BOF DVD. Cheapppp. I thought it will be at least $40++ but I bought it at $20. BUT, the next day, my father saw it at Poh Kim selling for only $10 ._. Damn it.

Off to buy mi lunch now! :D

2009-11-28T10:20:00.002+08:00

Must watch! HAHAHA. Freaking hilarious!

Soooo... What's up people! I've been working for the past few days. Currently watching Mr men and Lil Miss show every single day for 3 times. It's getting from boring man. Its like I can memorize what is going to happen next or what they will say next. And the most funny thing is.....

MR BUMP REALLY FELL. LOL.

There was one part of the show where Mr Bump was suppose to act like he fell. And guess what? He really fell. TWICE somemore! HAHAHA. The first time he fell forward. The second time he simply topple over. LOL. But I guess none of the kids realised it was real.

So anyway, met up with Louise on Thursday and Friday because she was working at Ngee Ann city on those days:D Super near where I worked. And ytd was freaking funny can!!! It was raining damn heavily and Louise had to go over to centre point during our break to get some bags for the shop. As it was only a walking distance, we walked in the rain.

(This is the funny part) When it was finally green light, we chiong across the road to the other side. I was wearing slippers so when I was running, my slipper came off. And I was like "AHH! MY SLIPPER MY SLIPPER!" and ran back to get my slipper and ran to the other side. Freaking LOL can! I think those people watching at the other side confirm laughing like siao also. HAHAHA. If only someone took a video of that.

Alright alright, enough of it. (LOL) So this week and last week, I was totally frustrated and angry at some stuff.

#1. Someone didn't helped me & Marjorie to push the wagons at all. Its a guy somemore. Guy pushing responsbilities to girls eh. Got hear that before? >:(
#2. Kids asking to change badges (door gift) and holding up the queue
#3. Kids calling me AUNTY
#4. PARENTS calling me aunty (I aunty, you ah ma alr can!)
#5. Kids asking for extra badges for their "sister" or "brother" at home
#6. Kids DIGGING into my bag of badges WHEN I'M HOLDING IT (Fuck, highly intolerable)
#7. Parents 'self-service' let their kids in when there's clearly no space already
#8. Parents selfishly sit in front with their kids when its obvious that they will be blocking the kids behind
#9. Maids that cannot understand simple English like "adults have to sit at the back"
#10. Kids asking for another badge when they 'dropped' it. (Drop already cannot pick up meh?)

I fucking hate it when those stupid kids just came forward and say "Can I change another badge?" and started digging into my bag. FUCK SHIT i tell you. Fucking rude like hell can? Can't even at least wait for me to say yes/no. And I can help to get it out of my bag also. I don't see a need to just dig into my bag. Their parents at the side watching also never stop them. Stupid ill-mannered shit.

Oh, and one more to add on to my list.
Kids that refuses to let me hold on to them when they are walking down the stairs.
Helloooo~! Its my fucking job to make sure they don't fall down or anything.

My dream scenario:
Me: Come here (in slow and gentle voice)
*child pushes my hand away*
Me: Don't want me to hold you ah? Not scared
fall down is it? THAN GO LAH *pushes kid off the stairs*

Okay, no lah I'm not that evil. I was just fantasizing how evil I will be to rude kids. MUAHAHAHAHA.

Besides all these, I did saw some really really cute children. There was this girl who had really dreamy and blur face. So damn cute lahhhhhhhhhh~ O M G. I feel like bringing her home. LOL. And another boy who came for the power rangers show last time. Before he came up to the stage, he hold up his power ranger toy to me and say "red ranger" with really innocent smile.

And yes, PCK came to Taka square ytd for the Pictionary game. NTU vs NUS. It was funny at first. But after that, I was yawning like idk what. Took afew pictures of him but didn't get a chance to take picture with him. Siannnnn. Pictures on Monday alright? Its my off day today and tomorrow I will be working again. Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday off again because no shows on. And starting from Thurday, things at Taka square is going to be damn hectic. Because of what?

HI-5 IS COMING!

-.- Okay, update soon. Bro brought his GF back to use my computer. GRRR.

My everything ;

2009-11-19T20:02:00.012+08:00

Woo! Long time no blooooooog! Ahhhhhh, I missed blogger! I shall update now! :D

Last Sunday was my off day! So met up with Syam, Louise, Rahman and Zhi Cong is celebrate Syam's birthday! We were suppose to wear formal lor. I think I was over formal that day -.- So anyway, met up at hougang MRT as usual than train over to Kallang and took bus to Leisure park to ice skate!

Had lunch at Pastamania. Hehe. I think my own pasta is better.. HAHA, jk.

Cold! Ice skating half way and my hands were freaking cold!

:)

Last day of Bakugan and Power Rangers show! (So not gonna miss it) Red ranger look so man lor! Had been watching these shows everyday for almost a week now. I think I can even memorize the song man. So yeah, took pictures with them! :)

All the ushers together:)
Bakugan! Who watch them?! Anyone? Mind telling me how the hell to play with the toys?

Power rangers! Oh damn, my manly red ranger got blocked. T.T
I still think blue ranger looks fat. HAHA. Marjorie's idol seh!

Marjorie and me! Best working buddy:D

(I looked so damn stupid and tired._.)

My bakugan! Want buy from me? :D

Yep, that's all for pictures. And I finally met up with YH ytd. Haven't seen that bro of mine for quite long alr though. Haha. He brought 2 of his friends so I asked Marjorie to join us:) Had lunch together at mac and they were joking throughout the whole meal. And I have to struggle to laugh and eat at the same time.

So after eating, he went back to school with his friends for cca while Marjorie and I went to find her friend. And tomorrow! :D I will be meeting Syam and Rahman for lunch! Excited! Hahahahaha.

Jagdave wanna post me in stomp as "girl seen in ugliest uniform" ._.

LOL!

First day of work tomorrow :S

2009-11-10T15:33:00.007+08:00

I'm starting work tomorrow, everybody... :(
I know I've always wanted a job. But now when I got it, I don't feel like working already. I have to work 8 hrs everyday at Takashimaya. I'm not sure which department yet. Must come visit me when you are free okay!! I have a feeling that I'm going to rot to death on my first day.

To add on, I'm working alone because Louise had already started working at Women's secret. Soooo, its like a whole new environment for me as I used to work in F&B. Tsk tsk. Nervous can ~ Wonder what I'm going to do during lunch breaks. And yes, I will be wearing that uniform. Forgot isit in beige or pink. If its pink, its fine because its my favourite colour. But if its beige.... Uhh. Speechless, i tell you. Look so retarded.

The pay is acceptable, I guess. At least its more than what I earned in Nihon Mura. But just thinking that I have to stand for 8 hours straight.... Oh my god. When I worked in Nihon, I couldn't even tolerate standing for 4-5 hours. Now, 8 hours! Crap. I hope God bless my feet.

Alright, some pictures!

The other day at courts with besties :D

Now for Min Ho's pictures.

So first Syaf and I met up at compass point and went over to changi airport. Damn it, when we reached there, there was alr alot of people. So we just squeezed through the crowd.

He finally arrives!

*WAVES!*

And that's all of Min Ho. -_- These pictures were extracted by my video. Because I was pushed around like crazy, the video became no hope. Luckily there are still afew clear parts of him. So after that, we went to PS.

Look at the shit ass crowd. I was in between that damn crowd that it feels like I'm in a sauna/disgusting sweaty hamburger. I think even when I've shown you guys the photos, it doesn't seemed that bad. But trust me, it is that bad. Those crazy fans behind (seemed to be from Thailand/Indonesia) were pushing like *&^%$#@. Totally pissed off because HE WASN'T EVEN THERE YET CAN. He haven't even arrive than they start screaming and pushing. ?!!? And my bag almost got pushed away.

The crowd was uncontrollable, so the guards was SOOOOO pissed off too. & they asked all of us to sit down.

But everybody still stand up eventually and in the end, the event at PS was cancelled damn last minute. To make it up to all his fans, Etude house gave out pressed powder (i think) and files. But I didn't get it because the queue was from Starbucks until the road there.

Alright, that's all. Once I start working, I won't know when I will be able to use the computer again. Sighhhhhhhh~ I WILL DO IT FOR MONEY!!!!

Temasek Poly ;

2009-11-09T17:41:00.011+08:00

Yeeeeep, I'm finally posting our TP pictures. Enjoy! :D

Day 1

Mine & Louise's name tag. Creative right!

No pictures on day 2. :/

Day 3

Cute right!! I know. Heh heh :B

I drew it all by myself okay!

After colouring...

Completed mindmaps!

During our group work. (I looked so damn freaky ~)

CLASS PHOTOS! (Click to enlarge)

I'm the one holding the letter Y. :D

While doing our mindmaps...

I look so damn hardworking here. HAHAHAHA.

Day 4

Group presentation!

Me me me ~

Our group photos

Mi helping Louise to put on eyeliner!

Looking damn pro here ~

Jagdave playing with my huge hair clip. HAHA.

Rahman with his usual smile :D

Super nice effect created by Rahman by pushing my hand -_-

She said my cheeks looked fat! So I sucked it in. LOL.

I look so ridiculous!

Last but not least,

Polien, Alicia, Louise & me :)

ENJOY OUR ROLE PLAY.
MUST WATCH.

P.S I ALMOST TRIPPED AND FELL. HILARIOUS ~

Huge plan coming along ~

2009-11-05T22:24:00.003+08:00

I may not be working for this month. So I had secretly planned something. I'm so gonna earn big bucks thru the net! No leaks okay! You know how I always give surprises like my current blog skin ;)

Teehee. I'm getting so excited just thinking about it. I will need my Mama's support for the beginning of my new experience. And speaking about my Mama, she just called the language schools I found from the net. And its freaking expensive! $300+ for Korean classes! Damn it. But anyway, I may be attending Korean classes from neighbouring CCs first for the basic class. When I graduate from the basic class than I will go for the intermediate class at a better school. Plus, its so damn much cheaper and has 2 lessons more than the real language schools.

EXCITED!

I think I won't be able to sleep tonight because of this excitement. Perhaps I should start on that huge project that is going on in my mind. In order to keep this project as a secret from everyone (including besties! sorry!), I may need to go shopping by myself. Hmmmm, and I actually liked the feeling of going to places alone. Hehehehehe.

So anyway, those who saw my msn pm just now might know something.
.....
Me & Hk just got conned.

Some bloody cheaters cheat our (his actually, cause I didn't had enough at that time) money by asking us to do a 'test'. Eileen intro me the job from mocca.com and I immediately got attracted by it because the pay was $8 per hour at a retail shop. But when we met up with her, she explained and I asked questions. Blah blah blah. Than she said we have to do a test to test if we are skillful enough to be promoters at their shop. And the test? To sell this two dumb looking pens at $9 each. What the hell? Like who will buy these pens at $9? Its not even branded and its those thin thin kind. To add on, we have to give $14 deposit cause they say some people 'ran' away with the pens.

.... Like as if those pens are very valuable. But anyway, we were too dumb to reject that stupid test. We weren't able to sell the pens, as expected.

And today's happenings were too confusing. I don't understand what the hell that HK is talking because its super not clear and he's totally not answering my questions properly. I asked him something and he replies me another. In conclusion, HK went to report to police station. I don't know what happened alr cause I can't be bothered to call him to hear him mumble.

Anyway, tomorrow will be the last day of job hunting. Will be meeting Syaf, Rahman and Syam to search for jobs. But somehow I had the feeling that it will not be at any use. Oh well, at least I won't have to stay at home and rot like today.

OH! & LOUISE'S IN THAILAND ALR!
Asked her to buy some stuff for me. :B
Thanks ah! I will definitely appreciate it! :D

Alright, I shall work on my big project now. Toodles! :)

Now for the entertainment!
EWWWWWWW ~

2009-11-05T14:41:00.001+08:00

I wanna buy/make/eat mushroom soup

.......

& I shall! Laters!

2009-11-03T14:58:00.000+08:00

Fuck,

STOP SMOKING LAH MIN HO!!!

Terror ;

2009-11-03T12:12:00.002+08:00

As the days go by, I am getting more and more afraid of my N levels results.

What if I just missed out one point to promote to sec 5?
What if I fail my N levels?
Should I retain or go to ITE?
How will my parents feel?
How will my relatives think of me?

& Ultimately,
How will I think about myself?

I hate this so much. Somehow, I wish that the results will be released earlier. Or maybe I can hopefully get a job soon to prevent myself from all this awful thoughts.

Had been going job hunting for a week or two now and no news at all. Went for robinsons gift wrapping job with Syaf, Polien and Hwee Kiang ytd. And I kept laughing during the interview because that guy stammered when he talked. Don't know whether I still have chance eh. Anyway, I have a feeling that all those jobs that I applied will only call me during the christmas season. So I will be damn free -.-

Currently looking for language schools that has Korean! So eager to learn now can! Since I'm going to be damn free for this month, I want to learn it now. Perhaps cambridge? :/

I'm using my lousy and slow com now. So no pictures on TP and that day we went to see Min Ho. Be patient until Mr Tan ask someone to fix it. Who's Mr Tan? My "father". We haven't been talking for a week now. Who cares? Its so much better without him talking rubbish to me.

So damn bored. I wanna watch BOF but my com no sound. T.T

2009-10-27T18:40:00.006+08:00

I JUST GOT A JOB AT METRO- CITY SQUARE.

*SMILES*

Update on TP soon! :D

2009-10-16T17:30:00.003+08:00

Sup peeopleeeeeeeee! Had been watch BOF for the past few days. Interesting! And it made me even more confirmed that I want to learn Korean language. Had been really interested in Korean since primary school when I watched "Stairway to Heaven"- my all time favourite. I guess only my primary school friends understand how crazy I was then. Every morning I will run up to them and what happened in the episode that was shown the day before. Wahahaha.

Anyway, I told my mother once that I wanna learn Korean after my O levels. So I have to wait for exactly one more year. &&& reason why I want to learn?

Because the words looks damn cute! No matter isit vulgar or what, the words still looks damn adorable can! Okay, I don't understand what's on that picture but its just too cute to resist. Hahahaha. Can't wait to learn Korean!

I know I had been ignoring msn conversations. Really sorry for those that I didn't reply to! I was too obsess with Boys Over Flowers. I watched the videos in full screen so I didn't realise that there was a message until it was time to shut down the computer. :/ And, I'm totally not facebook active. My pictures are outdated for damn long already. Like since the beginning of the year until now. So don't bother sending me any request to any games or anything because I really don't check them unless I am really really really bored and got nothing to do. For my latest updates of pictures or anything, just check my blog :)

Alright, posting to keep my blog alive. Tp course next week! WHAT TO WEAR?!
Back to watch BOF! ^^

Haywire hormones ;

2009-10-12T17:04:00.002+08:00

I'm getting so addicted to Boys Over Flowers! Not the actors, the story. Oh my god.. So damn interesting. Can't wait to this Saturday again! One of the actors I like the most ;

To all his fans... Don't kill me for this! Just be happy that your idol is just too likable :D
Sweet smile and eyes that could make any girl melt :)

Okay, anyway. My hormones seems to be going crazy. I'm crying for the smallest thing. Example; Singapore idol. One of the girl got called back because MJ backed out for the competition. I had tears in my eyes. Next, I watched Ming Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni last esp where the guy did so many touching yet hilarious things for the girl. I cried and laughed at the same time. I listened to all Boys Over Flowers songs and suddenly felt the sudden urge to cry.

?!?! Crazy enough? I sound like some phycho. Alright, enough of this crazy stuff. Right now trying to transfer BOF videos into my phone. Its taking damn looooooong.

Plans for the holidays;
- Watch BOF from the start again
- Watch Fated to love you again
- Work like hell to get loads of money
- Shop like I've never shopped in my whole life before
- Laugh at people who have to go for post exam activities
- Jog every single day unless I had to go to work until very late

Wooooots! I'm like so bored. Shall jog like crazy today.

2009-10-11T19:13:00.007+08:00

Had a great day out with Louise, Syamsul, Rahman, Zhi Cong, Steven and Franklin on Friday! :)
Random pictures! (Totally not in order)

Update next time!

Wish me luck for tmr's paper! :D

NEW SHOW + N LEVELS CONCLUSION + TP

2009-10-08T18:30:00.003+08:00

WOOO. I can't wait for this show to air! :DD
Andddddddddddddddddd, 'N' levels only left one paper! :D

Conclusion of papers:

English- Passable. Hopefully can get p4 at least
Maths- Passable. Think can at least get p3
Science- WOOOOOO. At least p2/p1!
Chinese- :DDDD At least p2
Combine Humans- Buang
Dnt- Haven't taken the paper but hope can get at least p4 or p3!

Please don't be shocked when you see what I wrote about my science. Yes, I'm freaking confident with my chemistry paper. You didn't see wrongly. ITS CHEMISTRY. My chem had been failing since the start of sec3 because I never understood what the hell is ion and stuff. But I can actually understand almost everything about chem over the weekends. Mug until I kinda neglected physics. But it was sooooo worth it can! Everything I studied came out. Wanted to smile at myself when I read the paper. HAAAAAAHAAA~ Physics paper was damn good also. So far, my most most most confident papers are combine science and chinese. :D:D

If I really did get what I predicted above, I can get..... 14 or 15 points for EL & Maths + best 3 subs! Prepare to see muai next year in Xinmin uniform people ~ HEHEHE. Erhem, shouldn't get too proud. Geography paper ended today. I think its passable but won't get too high marks. I think the only subject I will fail is SS.

After Monday (& maybe Thursday), I won't be in school already! Everyone will be in school playing the dumb post exam activities while 25 (?) students from NA will be in Temasek Poly for either the business or the craft something course. And I'm going! :DDDD Initially Syamsul was selected but he didn't want to go so I'm taking over his place. Excited like anything! I will be attending the business one as a poly student. Super cool right! To add on, mi bro is also from Temasek Poly and his course is also under business. He's also starting school on the same day as us. So I'm probably asking him to bring me & Louise there. Wooooo~

I realised something which made me damn irritated. The whole damn school only cares about the students taking 'O' level and totally heck care all the NA and NT students taking 'N' level. I never hear Mdm Liew saying good luck or even a short speech for us but she did all that for the express and 5NA students. It's like she totally forgot about us as if we are transparent. NA & NT means nothing to her. What the hell.

And I shall quit complaining. I will probably update every single day on how we go to Temasek Poly and study their course as a poly students. So excited!!!!!

Confirmed phone ;

2009-09-26T17:08:00.000+08:00

Bro said I will regret. TT

Last post before Ns ;

2009-09-26T01:01:00.003+08:00

I know I spelt 'phobia' wrongly in my previous post. -.-

This is definitely going to be the last post before my N levels. I'm soooo gotta study every single day, not risking any subjects. I'm using the computer now is because I'm going to change my phone tmr so I have to transfer my photos and stuff from my old phone.

Can't wait can't wait ~

Yay, I love making pasta:D

Yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmm ~

PHONES+BELATED BIRTHDAY+PHOBIA

2009-09-18T18:56:00.014+08:00

*Heart melts*

OH. MY. GOD.

ISN'T THIS THE CUTEST PHONE YOU'VE EVER SEEN?

FUCK CUTE LIKE ANYTHING.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

However, the camera sucks. :(((( Such a letdown that the camera is only 2mp. BUT ITS SOOOO IRRESISTIBLE CAN! And, its quite similar to.........

But the samsung one is definitely much cuter! It comes in blue too.

Oh mannnnnnnnnn. Have you seen anything cuter? :) :) And this phone have not been released yet. So cute laaaaaaa. As I browse through some more, I saw this!

Looks damn boring right? And when you open up.........

Tada! It looks like a miniature laptop! :D But I'm not interested. -.- I only uploaded it because it looked so different from the usual phones we see/use.

Purpose of muai searching phones? Mi is going to change muai phone next weekend! Woooo. Hurray for miii! Hahahahahaha. And I've recently changed my plan to the latest M1 unlimited sms and mms. Shiok like anything. So I'm still deciding on what phone.

Initially, I wanted Samsung Jet.

But I suddenly think the design look very plain and boring. Than I saw this:

Cute pink! But the camera is only 3.2mp. And yes, I'm very concerned about the camera >:)

Than I thought of this!

Camera 8mp! Pink pink pink! I wannaaaaa pink phonneeeeeee. I'm getting pink crazy ~

However, bro & dad said that LG sucks ._.

Decisions decisions!

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Guess who's birthday isit yesterday!

DERRICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy 24th Birthday to you ~ Sincerely hope he enjoyed his day with lots of enjoyment! And faster come out with your second album! :D

Ytd's Derrick's birthday. Today's Hwee Kiang's birthday. Tmr's Bao Cheng's birthday. Wooo, all three in a row.

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PHOBIA

This bloody bastard.

I had the worst ever encounter with a bloody cockroach like 2 days back and its still hunting me. I was using the toilet and wanted to take out the hose to wash my feet. That little bastard was hiding behind the hose. So when I pull out the hose, I accidentally touched it. I wondered what the hell was that and realised its a damn cockroach. I immediately let go and scream and that cockroach ran away.

OMG. I was so stress that I washed my hands with ALOT ALOT of soap 4-5 times and nearly wanted to chop my thumb off. Stupid shit. This damn incident made me have a huge probia of cockroaches to the extent that I get freaked out when I see anything black and small on the ground (moving/not moving). Even thinking back makes my hair stand ._.

Alright, I had been blogging for so long. Need eat my dinner! Byeeee~

离开不是你给了我的选择 ;

2009-09-10T12:42:00.000+08:00

Hey peeeeeople! Yup, I guess I should make it clear here in just two words- I'm single. Get the idea? Good.

Part 1 of N levels are over! I don't know how to describe them in one or two words, so I should describe them one by one.

Chinese was a breeeeeeze~ I only worry about my compo because the story seems so stupid. But I still think okay lah ~ ._. Social Studies was terror man, I tell you. All the shit I study end up never come out. And the worst shit is, I studied the 3Ms, which is Medifund, Medishied and Medisave. Okay, good thing. Than I didn't even know that those 3 fall in the category of Encouraging self-reliance. And in the SEQ, they asked about that and I couldn't answer it. Fuck man. I was panic like hell laaa~ SEQ can say byebye already. Hopefully my SBQ can gimme marks with two digits, but not my usual 15 marks please.

Alright, next is English. Quite confident for my paper 1. Kinda like my compo very much. I wrote about "Promises" and the story line is about two great friends falling out because one of them keep breaking her promise and ended up not friends anymore. I wanted to write a love story initially but I was afraid there won't be enough time because love stories usually take very long to write finish. Soooo, letter writing was okay-okay. Thankfully informal came out. I let out a sigh of relief when I saw the question. Paper 2 was quite tricky. Sigh sigh sigh. But I don't think I will fail that anyway :B

I should start studying for Geog now to pull up my Combined Humans. Probably start tomorrow. Don't know whether I should give up my whole day to study to have my free movie with bro =x

Anyway, I had GREAAAAT fun with Louise ytd! :D After our English paper, both of us went home, changed and took our stuff. Met on the bus to AMK and had lunch at mac. After that, took a MRT to Yio Chu Kang and went to Grassroots' Club! *Proud* Not everybody can be a member of Grassroots' Club okay! Heh heh heh. So first we went to gym. So damn shiok, nobody was there except the receptionist. Perspire so much. After that, changed and went for jacuzzi! The warm water was hot like anything. Hahaha, but after awhile we finally got our whole body in the pool. o.o

Heh heh. After that, go for sauna! Shioooooook. We stayed inside for about 15 mins, which is sort of the maximum limit I think. We talked and talked and laughed like hell. :D When we are finally out, our whole body was perspiring man. Louise went out to the pool (yio chu kang's swimming complex) for awhile, while I stayed in the cold pool. Damn cold at first but I was 'running' in the pool. HAHA. Fun la ~ :)

After Louise came back, we sat at the edge of the cold pool with our legs in and talked alot :) Talked about past events and recent happenings. I really enjoyed talking to her. So I think we spend about another hour more in the cold pool talking. Superb.

About 5 plus, we bathed and spend like half an hour or maybe one hour in the dressing room. Applied cream, blow dry hair, blah blah blah. But halfway, the damn hairdyer couldn't work -.- Wanted to take photos but the pictures were blurred because of our shaky hands. Pictures still with Louise.

Took MRT. LOL at everything we see. And I said something damn stupid:

Me: The drink looks quite cool sia. Look like some acholic
drink. Got apple and the ja- jaguar taste. (O.O immediately)
Louise: JAGUAR?! (LOL) Guava la!

Hahahahahahaa~ Omg so stupid. Than we ended up taking the wrong MRT.

"Next stop, Khatib"
Me: *never hear clearly*
"Next stop, Khatib"
Me: (whisper) Oh shit, wrong mrt!

And start laughing like mad. HAHA.

LOL. So we had to get off there and act like as if it was our stop so we won't look so embarrassed. HAHA, extremely funny. Reached AMK and took bus home :)

I will forget you.
你的明天有多快乐, 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的

你将会被谁抱紧唱什么歌哄他开心
Anything that has anything to do with you doesn't concern me anymore,
and I really want to give you up completely

without any holding backs.

手牵手一步两步三步四步望着天 ;

2009-08-28T17:22:00.001+08:00

UPDATE!!!!!

Oh my god. So tired. Just came back from ss remedial- 3 hours. Brain tired like anything. Remedial was so last minute, so I had to force my mind to think and do the souce-based questions. And end up I got 21/25!! Sweeeeet.

So after remedial, went with Jagdave to buy bubble tea and crossed the road to opposite and went separate ways. I was soooo irritated when the bus came. Freaking bus driver didn't even want to open the damn door for me because I was holding bubble tea. He still look at the bubble tea than look up at me and shake his head. Bloody hell, I stand at the door there waiting for him to open the door so I can talk to him. Like 5 seconds later he finally open the damn door.

Driver: Cannot bring in. (Looks at bubble tea)
Me: I will throw away later -.-
Driver: (10 seconds later.........) Sure anot?
Me: Yah, I only afew stops la.
Driver: *Nods head

And throughout the whole trip, he keeps watching me through the mirror. So damn irritating to have someone staring at me la. Bloody ass hole. Like as if I'm going to open the cup and pour the drink all over the place. -_-

Anyway. My prelim results suck. Lets see.

English: Paper 1, 39/60; Paper 2, 40/80 - P5

Chinese: Paper 1, 41/60; Paper 2, 38/60- P3

Maths: Paper 1, 54/80; Paper 2, 28/60 - P5

Social Studies: 15/50 -.-
Geography: 31/50
Combine humans: U graded (6 pts)

Chemisty: 19/50
Physics: 23.5/50
Combine Science: U graded (6 pts)

Dnt: 39/70 - P5

If taking this as N levels results, which is English + Maths + best 3 subs........

5+5+3+5+6= 24 pts.

Fuck mannnnn. 24 pts is like straight to ITE! I MUST go to sec 5 next year! Must attend Graduation prom night! MUST MUST MUST. So now aiming to get at least P3 for English and Maths. At least a P4 for Science and P2 for Chinese. And of cause, at least P4 for combine humans. Had been studying for Social Studies the past few nights. Made progress, hope I won't get my usual 15/50 for that subject again. 15 is such an unlucky number for me -.-

Had been watching 命中注定我爱你 every weeknights, 换换爱 every Friday nights and Boys Over Flowers every Saturday night. So irritating, why must channel U show all the nice and tempting shows when its nearing the N levels man.

Okay, it seems like I've been complaining so much. On the brighter side, my 6th month with B is next Wednesday! Yay for muah! :D But can't go out because of my major exams. :( Sad shit.
Alright, more updates and pictures when I'm free. Bye peopleeeeeeeeeee ~

PRELIMS + DNT = DIE

2009-08-07T23:54:00.001+08:00

Books books books.
Draw draw draw.
Stretch stretch stretch.
Colour colour colour

Prelims + dnt = stress like what shit. Really hope all this will end soon. Dnt is seriously a killer. Have to rush through everything by this weekend and hand in on wednesday. Stupid circuit spoilt all of a sudden. Dumb me forget to take out circuit from dnt workshop to change it at the shop tomorrow. Fuck...... Why me!!!!!!

N levels soon. Wish me luck man.......................

I'm already stress enough. Stop adding on my troubles.

Birthday week :(

2009-07-30T14:50:00.003+08:00

I'm sick:(

I hate this sooooo much. Tuesday after meeting B after school, felt so tired and weak. Went back home, body aching and felt very cold. Knew gonna have fever already. At night was worst. My whole body shivering like hell, nose blocked until cannot breathe. Omg, damn terrible. Throughout the whole night, keep on waking up.

Next morning, went to see a doctor. While waiting for my turn, that lady took my temperature and it was 38.6 degree. Totally shocked because I didn't think it would be that high. When it's finally my turn, the doctor took my temperature and it rose to 39.6 degree. One whole degree up man. Than the doctor said this line:

Now with the H1N1 around, its very hard to avoid. So its like everybody will get
one.

O.O I was worrying the previous night whether I have H1N1 and she actually said that. She gave me 3 days of mc and said that even if I felt better after the next day, I still can't go to school because I will be spreading. After that, went home, took medicine and slept. Perspire a lot and felt a little better, although I still feel weak when I stand up. :/ Took my temperature and it went down to 37.8 degree.

Around evening, starting to feel feverish again so I went to lie on my bed. Once on the bed, I couldn't get up at all. Again, felt cold and really weak. My mother cooked a little bit of noodles for me and brought it to my room. Ate, took medicine and rest again. I dread eating so much because after each meal, I have to take 6-7 different types of medicine and some even need to take 2 tablets. :( My father asked me to take my temperature again and it was 38.4 degree.

The whole night kept waking up because of my weak stomach. Suddenly wanted to vomit but nothing came out. Possibly because I didn't eat much the whole day. And to add on to my condition, I had freaking cramps. So I had to take another tablet. Yuck.

So today, I felt as weak as before. I had been worrying about my 'n' levels MT oral and my dnt. Sigh, I seemed to be so far behind. :( If I'm feeling better tmr, I will be going to school at 1.45pm for oral. If not I will have to go to other school for it, which is definitely not a good idea cause I know no one there and it will be awkward to be the only student from xms there.

So unlucky to be sick this week. Its my birthday week yet I have to lie on the bed most of the time. Plus missing so many lessons when the prelims are nearing. Seriously wish I could get better by Saturday for my birthday celebration with best buddies and Sunday (actual b'day) with B.

不管月亮代表谁的心反正我会永远爱着你 ;

2009-07-20T21:18:00.020+08:00

A month ago- Watched Transformers with best buddies!

Last but not least......

RAAAAH!

Suddenly so lazy =/

我要拥有会长大的幸福 ;

2009-07-17T20:06:00.008+08:00

Yay!!! Blog reconstructed!

First thing I wanna blog is this stupid convo with Louise and Syam!

*Syam plays song*
Louise: What song is that ah?
Syam: Billi jeans.
Me: What jeans what jeans??
Syam: LEVIS AH~

LOL. Now Syamsul laughs like crazy whenever he repeats it.

Time for some random updating!
For those who saw my facebook wall when I said I got a 1 inch big blister, I wasn't bluffing man. The next day at school, I actually forgot to put plaster there and guess what. (Look below)

Fuck gross, I know! Ok, my skin colour looks damn weird here and my shoe looks damn ugly and dirty. Blooooood~ So that was the first random thing. Next!

What do you think that truck has behind?

A bunch of construction workers la dey! HAHAHAHA. It was raining damn heavily that day and I heard so much talking below my flat. So I looked down and saw this! I was damn shocked to see so many bags of rubbish bags (and they are moving) on the truck. Than I see closely and realised that they are humans. -.- Can you imagine when you're in your parents' car, happily listening to your mp3 or radio and looking out, and all of a sudden, you see this truck driving pass you? LOL, I will laugh my ass off ~

Next! I went out with my dearest dearest (x100000000000) boyfriend on youth day:) We ate at Just Asia (sp??). While waiting for our food to arrive, B started drawing on the paper there.

B & my drawing! YAHLAH VERY UGLY.

After that, went to watch transformers with B. This is my second time watching because I'm a huge fan of transformers!!! But anyway, I was yawning all the way.

Random.

Update the next time I'm going online! Ciao!

P/S HAPPY BIRTHDAY
CLEMENT!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDD

2009-06-16T17:10:00.009+08:00

♥ i will miss you like mad :(

Sup people! I'm half way done re-contructing mi blog!! So excited! It's going to look soooooo different. :DD Damn proud of myself! Nope, no sneak peaks. If not it wouldn't be a surprise!

I feel like I've accomplished so much today. Haha! I slept until 11+ and made my own breakfast+lunch. I moped my whole house (i know, so surprising) and did my dnt. I think I truly deserve to use the computer because my brother finally go for reservice!! I can finally use the computer as late as I want. Sweeeeeet. Sad thing is, I need go to back school tomorrow and Thursday for damn dnt from 9am-5pm.

Alright, no pictures until Syamsul upload those into facebook. And for now, enjoy watching this! THIS IS *&^%$#@ FUNNY. ITS A FREAKING MUST TO WATCH!

*My blog song only last for 30 secs, be patient!